The water hashira and the flame little brother

Chapter 5

Senjuro finished his breakfast he washed his empty plate and cleaned up any mess he had made once he was done senjuro didn't know what to do it felt uncomfortable not having to do anything he was always cooking clean going to town to buy food and other stuff they might need he would also train with his brother only when kyoujurou stayed more then 2 days he hated training

Senjuro would wish kyoujurou got a mission as soon as it started it's not like he hated training with kyoujurou no it was fun but his brother was the sun and he was only a small star but when it comes to skill senjuro is so far he had forgotten what the sun felt like looking back senjuro wished he cherish those days how he should've work harder tried harder maybe his brother would still be alive if he had...

Senjuro sighed maybe he should go for a walk? He's sure giyuu wouldn't mind also it's not like he have to stay here or anything once senjuro find a job he could leave and then he wouldn't be a burden on any else shoulder again

He left the estate not knowing where he was it seemed giyuu lived alone on a mountain so finding a village would probably take some time senjuro didn't want risk it he'll just explore the mountain

He walked around for five minutes letting his thoughts wonder about random things he wonder if his father is looking for him is his father doing alright had he eaten anything or drink anything besides shake senjuro shook his head he was worrying to much about his father why should he even care his father always rude to him anyway he's probably drunk celebrating that's he's gone and won't have to deal with him or his brother

The thought was making him irritated something that barley happens senjuro know how to deal with his emotions around other's he put on a kind expression never showing any sadness ness or anger not even to kyoujurou everyone thought was pitiful and he liked it like that they didn't need to know how he really felt it wasn't any of their business anyway sure he felt sorry for lying to kyoujurou but his brother not innocent

Senjuro always saw the pain look in his eyes that never left his eyes even around senjuro when their father would yell or get violent he would smile when he came home with an injury he would say it didn't hurt and it's just a scratch and then he would leave never returning until a week not once had senjuro seen kyoujurou without the pained look in his eyes

It'll make him cry seeing it before he felt that he wasn't enough never enough he wanted to become the next piller to take some of the burden off kyoujurou shoulders so he could retire and get married and possibly have kids so he could just live be happy for once in senjuro short life so he tried he train when he finished his chores early he tried and tried and tried but his blade never changed

It was always grey

Plain and ugly grey it made senjuro hate the color he wanted to destroy everything wanted to just kill his father so kyoujurou wouldn't have to deal with him kill any demon in his way kill upper moon three kill anything and anybody who hurt his brother and took his happiness away

Kill kill kill kill
Kill kill kill
Kill kill kill
Kill kill kill
HE'LL FUCKING KILL ANYONE WHO HURTS HIS BROTHER HAPPINESS

*Crack*

He was so lost in his thoughts he hadn't see the tree branch and he tripped "AHhhhh" senjuro screamed he rolled down the hill cute and bruise forming while he rolled he came to a stop at the bottom of the hill hitting his head on a rock black dots clouded his vision and the anger he was feeling before faded replacing it with sadness and confusion

Everything hurt his head his arms everything what the heck happened he should've payed more attention gosh he's so fucking stupid if kyoujurou was here he would have scold him for his language but would patch him up holding him in a tight embrace senjuro laugh he didn't care if the movements hurt his body this pain he was feeling is what he deserved