"Believe In Us"

CHAPTER 8.

LUCIA P.O.V
"Thanks for the ride, see you Marquito" I told him.
"See you Lulu" he told me and kissed my cheek,
I left his car , and when I was in front of my door I turned my head around , and he was still there and looked at me.
"What?" I asked him confused. And then he open his window.
"I just want to be sure that you came safe" he said and we both laughed at each other.
"Don't worry, I am" I told him and unlocked the door. I waved to him last time and he waved back.
I came into a living room and realized that Sara didn't text me almost whole day.
I decided to call her , but there is no answer or call back.
That was unbelievable.
I picked up my phone and money and called taxi.
.....
Few minutes later I was in front of her doors. There were two cars , one of them was Isco's but I don't know who is inside.
I pressed the bell , and few seconds after someone opened the door.
In front of them was no one else but JAMES FUCKING RODRIGUEZ!
I felt like I don't have a tongue.
"Hey... Lucia right?" He said with smile.
"Yes that's me , but I think that I ringed on a wrong doors" I told him and I turned around ready to leave.
"Hey wait a second..." I heard his voice and soon after that his hand was holding mine.
"You didn't wrong anything. I suppose you are looking for Sara, right?" He asked me and let my hand.
"Yeah I was looking for her , but never mind.." I answered and one more time I was ready to leave , but the same situation happened again. He take my hand and didn't let me go.
"Sara is here , she is in the kitchen and Isco is in bathroom, and they told to me to open the door , so here I am. Please come inside" he said not letting my hand.
"Who is that James?" I heard Sara's voice and soon she was next to James.
"Hey babe, what are you doing there? Come here you silly!" She said happily.
He finally let my hand of , and entered the house.
"I was called you few times, but you didn't answered to my calls or messages.. so I was worried... if I knew that you have guests I wouldn't be here.." I said.
"Well it's a good decision, honey I told you that you are always welcome here!" She said.
"Anyways we needed someone to help us actually..." he started again.

Again his soft voice, reminds me of the old days...
His soft and gentle and cold hands on my skin.
He exactly knew what he had to do to make me to be his, with my body and my soul.
Eyes contact , then with his one hand he pressed my body with his , and then with the other hand he explores my back, and with his eyes he explores my mind...then he lowered his lips to mine. And that was the start of disaster.
I was young and stupid , and I am that stupid and now. Why did he touched me again? He do that like he know who I am...
Why now ? I have to change my mind ! For us there is no hope anymore, he have a good life and woman. He don't need me anymore. I wish I could tell him who I am, just to remind him that I am the one who waited for him all these years. Just to see the reaction.

"We need a help in the kitchen" Sara said with smile.
James leave us, and went to the living room.
"You fucking bitch , why didn't you tell me?" I started the argument with Sara.
"I don't even know where my phone is , and what I supposed to do , to tell you in front of him hey babe James is here and he is opened the door like you didn't see that with your own eyes . First question why is he hold your hand? " she whispered.
"I wanted to leave, and he told me..."
"You would leave me?"
"Of course I would! I can't be in his presence!"
"You have to , that is the point ! To be in his presence and that is a first step for getting over him. Now come here you have to help me! " she said and take my hand. In the kitchen was no one else but Daniela - his wife.
"Hey Lucia , I'm glad you're here! Sara called you to help us , right?" She greeted me.
"Well kind of .."
"Daniela! Salome is waking up !" He told her , and she left the kitchen with him.
"Who is Salome?"
"His daughter " Sara told me.
"Surprise!" I told to myself.
"Let him go ! Tell me what happened with Marco today, you spent good time together, right?" She asked me

FLASHBACK
"Are you angry on me?" I asked him when we came into his big house.
"What?That question I want to ask you! Why would I be angry at you?"
"Look Marco , you are good person , but I..."
"You can't be in a relationship with someone like me... I know"
"Listen to me for goddess sake! In my past I have been hurt by someone who I loved so much, and I promise to myself that I won't let someone to hurt me again.. that is the reason I can't love someone right now. I want to give you the chance but first I need to know you better..."
"So... there is a hope for me?" He asked me a little bit confused and in the same time sad.
"Yes there is a hope for us "
I told him that and I didn't regret.. he automatically put a smile on his face and I do that to.
I am sure that he won't hurt me,just because I think that someone hurt him too, at least he looked like that.
The rest of our time we watched movie and he dropped me with his car. He is funny when you know him better.
And I know he is a good person.
END OF FLASHBACK

"Yeah we spent a good time together" I told her and she smiled on me.
"He will make you happy, just give him the chance"