Long Distance.

Part Two

I couldn't help but smile. I was curious if he left Sarah for me; and I didn't want to ask.

Mom and I finally got to our hotel. Same room, two beds. Big bathroom. Nothing special. I was just happy that there would be no complaining about the toilet seat. I was so lucky that my mom carried spares with her; it was my time of month. After changing myself, I walked back into the bedroom area and lay myself on my bed. Immediately after hitting the pillow, I fell asleep.

Mom woke me up around dinner time. I wonder if Matt felt awkward about us liking one another, he didn't text me after I replied "awww:)" to his confession text. Even though that is a text that leaves you clueless how to respond.

I was the first to text him this time and I said "How are you sleepy head?", assuming he was asleep.

It was at this point that we started wanting each other. He replied

"I want to see you" and I couldn't agree more. I wanted to see him just as much.

"I know how you feel. I can't believe my feelings for you and we haven't even met"

I guess he wasn't sleeping.

"I'm sorry :( I fell asleep"

Nope, scratch that. He did.

"Hehe that's cute, it's no problem..what time did you go to bed?"

"around 6ish? What are you up to?"

"6...am? Eating burnt toast and cheez whiz"

"yeah :P that sounds...repulsive"

"holy cow, your crazy! Lol nope! It's good! I kinda have these weird cravings when its my time of month"

"somewhat ;) that is the weirdest craving ever, and that sucks it's your time of month"

"<3, nope, I disagree;) yeah a little bit. I wanted to go swimming"

"<333 I can't stop smiling.....sucky"

"awe:) your a cutie. But I know how you feel. I've had a permanent smile since we started talking"

"I'm glad I have that effect on you"

"me too:)<3"

Matt's perfect. It's been over a week since we met and you wouldn't believe the feelings I have for him.

He quoted lyrics from my favorite song...unbelievable. I don't even remember sharing with him what my favorite song is.

"I just wanna kiss a girl, I wanna hold her tight, maybe make a little love in the moonlight"

"butterflies!"

"lol what?"

"that's my favorite song!"

"get out...me too. I love country"

"same! Must be the Canadian, farm girl in me"

"and believe me, I'm glad your Canadian"

"hehe agreed:)"

Monday. I woke up early today. Couldn't sleep much last night, he kept me up till 3. No complaints from me though. We stayed up playing questions. He's the only son in his family. Has two sisters, both older. His birthday is on April 7th, very athletic too. He plays basketball, football and hockey. My favorite thing so far about him; he's a flames fan! Calgary flames all the way! Then again, which Canadian doesn't like hockey! I shared with him that I have an older sister and older brother. I have a dog. I run track, play hockey, play volleyball, used to play soccer and I, also support the flames.

Moms up. Geez, her hair looks a mess. I couldn't imagine what mine looks like though. For a hotel room, the beds sure are comfy. As well as the pillows.

After cleaning ourselves up, I wait patiently for mom to finish with her hair. It sucks we aren't as close as we used to be. Both my parents work - a lot. My dads a neurosurgeon and my mom owns her own beauty salon. They're not home most of the time. My brother, Zach, on the other hand, we're really close I guess you could say. I'd go out of my way for him, and he'd do the same for me. I regret more than anything telling my dad that he uses steroids. Call me crazy, but when I told dad he went maniacpsychopathfreak on him. I knew it was for the best though. I never really snooped through his room, but when I did, there in his top drawer were needles, clean and used and this powdery substance. Such a tragic time for my dad. They used to be really close, not so much anymore. That would be my fault. And my sister, Amanda, Mandy for short, we're not close at all. There was a time when we were younger that she got me hospitalized. I don't remember the story well, I was young. But she pushed me down the stairs of our garage and threw my head into the cement. Not the type of sister sister relationship you were expecting, huh? I'm over that. She just fears me and what I'm capable of now that I'm a lot older. Not that I would harm her, she's family and she had my beautiful nephew, Alfie. There's 7 years difference between her and I. 5 between my brother and I. Mandy is 25, turning 26 in August and Zach is 23, also turning 24 in August. Alfie. He's my nephew. Turning 5 in October. He's so cute, it's unreal. The things he comes up with and says is adorable. I literally can't help myself but laugh. Matt has a nephew too, RJ. Russ Junior. From what I've heard, the little guy is just as cute as Alfie.