My eyes tier up as the movie finishes. This movie is everything I want, maybe not me losing my memorie but I want to be with Xavier forever. I want to die in his arms looking into his eyes. My alarm goes off reminding me to get Zoe, the sound ringing in my ears. Without thinking my hands automatically press the snooze button and I go onto Facebook. I haven’t been on it for a while mainly because of all the stuff that has been going on. Surprisingly I have lots of notifications all of which are not important so I lock my phone and get up. My mind is saying go get dressed into nice cloths and put some makeup on because there are bitches out there that will tease you but I could not be stuffed. So dragging my lazy ass up and slipping on my thongs, I grab my phone, keys and walk out the door.
Walking just adds to my list of everything amazing about today even though it didn’t start the best, the rest was wonderful. Walking makes me think about everything, what I have done and what I am going to do next. It helps me clear my head which fills me up with joy. Today was like a dream. Obviously not the ones I have been having lately which brings up questions, the same as always. What would bring myself to even think of those stupid dreams and why do I always get so scared and worked up about them? Yet again I have to push aside my thoughts because I am at the bus stop and Zoe’s bus will be here soon.
As the bus comes to a slamming stop the leaves blow in the air and the children all jolt forward. A screeching noise is herd as the doorway slowly open and out comes the little girl I have been waiting for. Her golden locks tied up in piggy-tails and her school bag on her back, which is about ten times the size of her.
“Hey sissy, where is mummy?” Zoe says her smile fading
“She got called back into work.” I say as Zoe grabs my hand and we walk back up my street to my house.
As we walk into our house Zoe runs away, I’m guessing to play with her dolls. This is a good opportunity to call Xavier. I miss him so much already and it’s only been a couple of hours. The phone rings and I hear his musky sexy voice, the one he has when he has woken up.
“Hey beautiful.” That’s all he says but it’s enough to make me smile.
“Hello were you asleep?”
“Yes but that doesn’t matter what are you doing tonight? It's Friday and I want to spend the rest of the day and the night with you.”
“Nothing, but I will have to ask my mum, if she ever comes home.”
“Okay, is she still at work? Don’t worry come at around 10, I just found out that my parents are away for the weekend so we have the house to ourselves.” Xavier says trying to act all sexy, which is kind of working.
“Yes she is! Okay I will see you soon.”
“Bye I love you.”
“Love you too.”
Just as I hang up the phone mum walks through the door. She takes out her hair and takes off her shoes which means she is done for the day.
“Zoe is upstairs and I’m going to Xavier’s house see you tomorrow.”
“Okay sweetheart see you then.” She says collapsing on the couch.
Texting Xavier while I walk down my street to his house. It about a 10 minute walk, which is why we are always at each other’s houses and our parents are used to it.
I’m on my way now. See you soon xxx <3
This walk gives me time to think about Xavier and I. We have been together for 3 months we have never had sex and to be totally true I am a virgin. Maybe tonight will be the night. I am ready and I am 17 now but I don’t know if he is ready so I think I am just going to see how the night plans out and if it does happen than that’s fine. I smile knowing that he is the one.
As I walk up to his doorstep, I grab the key from under the mat and walk inside. As I said this place is basically my second home. I hear the shower running, the water soothing my mind, which means Xavier is probably in there. My feet are already walking upstairs into his room and I collapse on his bed. This is a perfect time to check my messages and to my surprise I have two.
Abbie: Where were you today? Xavier wasn’t at school either, what were you doing? ;) xx
Mum: Sorry about not seeing you that much today sweetheart I will see you tomorrow love you xx
I lock my phone thinking I will reply latter but knowing that that will properly wont happen. Just as I do Xavier walks out with his white towel tied loosely around his waist, shaking his wet brown hair. His six packs, muscles and tan make me melt and sink into his bed. He just looks like a dream.
“Hey love.” He said, on his face forming a smile. I didn’t say anything just got up and kissed him. With all my might, he kissed me back rubbing his hands up and down my back. The kiss got more and more heated and he picked me up, my legs around him and my fingers playing with his hair. Xavier placed me on the bed still kissing me. I felt him smile in our kiss and I realised. I am not ready, I love Xavier I do but I am not ready for that yet so I pulled away.
Lying there for a little while looking into each other’s eyes, I could feel our love. It is like there is a magical force that is keeping us together something that will never let our love brake.
“I love you.” I said and this time I really meant it and I could see that he knew how much I meant it because he smiled and looked directly into my eyes.
“I love you too.” I lent up and kissed him but this time it was not passion is was purely love that filled this kiss.
Xavier got up after a while and got dressed while I decided to cook us some dinner, (two minute noodles might I add) I am not a very good cook. As the microwaved spun around so was my brain. Today I can successfully say has been the best day of my life and tonight, with Xavier will be the perfect end. I felt arms wrap around my waist and a heated breath on my ear.
“Go pick a movie and I will finish dinner off.” I turned around gave Xavier a quick peak and went to the lounge room. Choosing a movie was quite easy because I already knew what I wanted to watch, ‘The Vow’. I lay under the blanket on the couch as Xavier came out and sat next to me, I snuggle up into his chest feeling my eyes slowly close and I finally fall asleep.
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Dreams that hurt
RomanceA Story about a girl named Blair who's life has had it's ups and downs but after the death of her father she starts to have dreams that are changing her life and making it even more of a battle.
