Unwanted...Wanted (completed)

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Snce I had told Opie I was pregnant with his kid and he denied them. I've been busy making sure my place was in great condition for my baby when they come. 

I've been busy with work and attending my appointments.

 I hadn't been by the clubhouse, or to the annual dinners in a long while.

 I guess they all was worried about me cause Chibs dropped by to check on me.

"come on in Chibs" I tell him

He stepped in and I closed the door behind him.

"how are you doing Lass?" he asked

"I've been a busy lady. making sure this house is n good condition for my baby when they come. I've been keeping busy at work and making sure I go to all the appointments I need to." I tell him

"We miss ya at the clubhouse and dinners" he says

"yeah I know. and I'm sorry for not coming around Iam just wanting everything to stay on the right track" I tell him

"lass we all heard what happened that day and piney slapped the taste out of Opie's mouth for what he done to you." he says

"sorry you all had to see that. i didn't think me sharing the news was gonna end my friendship with someone that I thought I knew" I told him

"you 've got nothing to apologize for Darlin. you're not in the wrong, you was doing what you felt was right" he says

"yeah and look where that got me" I say

"you still have the rest of us" he says

"Yeah and I have to face Lyla and deal with her fucking ass." I say

"she tries anything I'm sure Gemma will play into her" he says

"I wont let Gemma fight my battles I'm a big girl I can beat a pron stars ass if I need t" I tell him

"I know you can I've watched you lay into Ima plenty of times. but you are carrying precious cargo and you've gotta be careful" he says

I looked at my three month stomach and nodded my head.

"if she tries to throw hands I'll throw hands back. or I'll cut a whore" I say

he and I talked more and more before he left cause JT had called him.

Since his little visit, Chibs has been coming around to help me in any way he can. if I need something moved he's there with a couple of prospects to aid in moving things.

We've had days where we just talk about everything. 

he told me that he and Fia had divorced and Jimmy was murdered when one of his workers turned on him.

I shared my fears and worries about my pregnancy and he was there to not only be a listening ear but to give me words of encouragement.

Hell, he's been to all my appointments with me and he's been sharing my excitement about how my pregnancy is progressing just perfectly.

the times I've been spending with Chibs have been very calm and relaxing.

I've fallen in love with him but I didn't want to be hurt again.