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Jin didn't bother to lift his head as he silently sat there with wet tears running down his face. He felt in himself that he could break in any second.
"Is there something wrong Jin..?" Namjoon asked in a calm voice looking at him.
Jin didn't say a word before he could silently breathe to himself which sounded hesitant to Namjoon. "Do....Do you think that my parents are questioning my sexuality..?"
"No.. What makes you think that..?" Namjoon wondered taking his time with him.
"The question at the table... 'a possible princess as my partner'..."
"Well what do you think about it.?" Namjoon responded tapping his leg silently.
Jin eventually lifted his head a bit and wiped his cheeks due to the wet salty tears. "I've been around boys almost my entire life... in elementary schools, middle schools, but I was homeschooled during my high school years... I think I'm into guys..more than girls..."
Namjoon could hear the nervousness and shakiness of his voice. He really wanted to hug at the moment but he didn't want to move to fast. "Okay, so you're coming out? That's good to know.. but why would they put you in a all boys school for your whole life?"
"That's the thing... I'm not sure... from assistant to assistant.. they've all been boys believe it or not.." Jin explained softly huffing. "D-Do you think it's weird too..?"
"Well... I don't think liking boys are weird.. but being surrounded by boys your entire life ..besides the maids— I mean it's pretty reasonable why you feel the way you feel.. so I understand you Jin." Namjoon told him watching more tears run down his face. He going to break down...
Namjoon quickly grabbed Jin's arms and wrapped his arms around his torso having him lean on his upper body. They were nearly sandwiched as their bodies were an inch apart from each other.
Jin rested his head on his chest just sobbing on him, his heart still pounding as he felt his embrace.
Namjoon caressed his back with care feeling terrible for him. "It's okay.... It's okay Jin."
"D-Do you think they'll call me an outcast..? O-Or something else terrible..." Jin muttered as he sniffed a bit with a full face of tears just letting out his emotions.
"No..." His assistant Kim placed one hand on his head and stroked his hair. "They're kind parents... maybe they won't understand at first but I think they'll pick it up soon..."
"Are you s-sure..?" Jin asked for the second time gripping on the back of the royal blue and gold uniform.
"I'm positive."
After enjoying the warm embrace. Jin sighed still feeling a little emotional. "Thank you for staying... even if you didn't have to." He muttered taking his palm wiping his tears following with a little sniff.
"I'll do anything to help you." Namjoon smiled softly as he let Jin go helping him wipe his tears off of his warm face. "Save your tears okay?"
Jin nodded and even snickered a bit at his response. "O-Okay."
"All that sobbing will make you sleepy—." Namjoon felt Jin wrap his arms around him once again and rested his head onto his chest.
"I.. want to sleep here... I feel better here so.. please don't leave.." Jin admitted feeling his head start to hurt a bit so as his eyes.
Namjoon was shocked at his reaction and his heart also pounded rapidly. "Okay.. as you wish." He stroked his hair one more time before wrapping his arms around him again.
Exactly three hours later, Jin and Namjoon both were sleeping till Jin was finally able to wake up.
Oh shoot...How long did we sleep?! Jin slowly got up picking himself up at the moment turning his gaze to the window that was a decent orange yellow and magenta. "Namjoon-?!"
He peacefully woke up and rubbed his eyes. "Sleep well? I know it's impossible to resist someone like me~."
"Uh- no I just... needed a..person..of comfort-! I'm okay now." Jin refused to admit as he quickly got up and looked in the mirror. "Awwgh.. my hair is a mess.."
"Don't lie~." His assistant Kim proceeded to say as he stood up from the wall and walked towards Jin.
"I-I'm not!" Jin pouted still feeling a little sentimental. "I just needed someone to talk to."
"Okay if you say so." Namjoon rubbed Jin's hair in a playful manner before leaving the bathroom.
Jin took a deep breath bowing his head just thinking to himself. Was it right to tell him..? I think so.. hmm..I feel stressed out now..
He quickly left the bathroom and covered his yawn that still bothered to come out. "Hey... do I still look tired to you?"
Namjoon tilted his head to the side taking some time to thing about it. "Well... yeah a little."
"Okay." Jin ran his fingers through his hair and closed his eyes carelessly.
A little knock was heard from the door and the two both turned their heads to the intriguing knock.
"You can come in!" Jin said praying that it wasn't his parents.
A maid showed up with a tray and Namjoon immediately thought that it was dinner. He stood by the door and greeted the maid.
"Greetings, this is y'all's dinner that was prepared 15 minutes ago, it's still warm but Jin's mother didn't want to bother him, she hopes that he is doing okay and that they could talk soon." She explained handing Namjoon the tray.
"Okay, I'll inform Jin about this. Thank you so much." Namjoon bowed to her before closing the door.
"They prepared dinner?" Jin questioned sitting on his bed crisscrossed.
"Yup." Namjoon gave him the tray and picked up his bowl. "She left a little sticky note on the side."
Jin looked down at the tray and saw it, it was a sentence written in black pen. "Okay."
For dinner they had empanadas(a folded dough patty around stuffing of chicken,beef,etc.)
"Woww, this is a different dish." Namjoon said in shocked.
"Yeah it's a Spanish pastry. I like it." Jin immediately took a bite.
"Ohh okay." Namjoon understood where he was coming from and went to go take a seat with Jin.
They ate silently but enjoyed the golden flaky dough and the shredded chicken filling till Namjoon brought him up.
"We're you comfortable?" He asked out of the blue finishing off his last empanada.
"Do you want me to be honest?" Jin looked at him and stretched his arms out in the air.
Namjoon nodded and took up his empty tray.
"Yeah.." Jin replied in a small and soft tone.
His assistant Kim got up with the tray still in his hands with a light smile. "Nice to know, I'll be going now, do you need anything else?"
"No, you can rest now.. goodnight." Jin told him as he laid back down on the bed. He eventually got on his phone and looked up some more colors for his hanbok before he went to officially went back to sleep.
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