𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑, the sturniolo triplets

nervous - 𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬

y/ns pov:

i'm currently laying in my bed, binge watching the triplets' youtube channel while eating ben and jerrys ice cream and my bedroom looks like a literal dumpster. it was also 4am.

i know none of my friends would be awake, by that i mean matt, nick and chris, so i just thought i would watch their youtube.

as much as im trying to focus and watch the video, all that's on my mind is chris. it's fairly obvious i like him - he knows that too. it's also fairly obvious he likes me - i know that too.

we've all been friends since middle school and so on the four of us were inseparable. although lately chris has been making me feel some type of way. nervous maybe.

i don't know why that is, i always try to brush it off but i just can't.

and just as i was about to fall asleep, my phone vibrates, wondering who it could be - i read the contact name.

it was a facetime from nick

what was he doing awake? i know for a fact he can't live without his precious sleep.

i answer anyway to be greeted by nick in his room.

"hey nick, what are you doing up its almost 5am?" i question.

"i could ask you the same thing" he laughs, i smile back

i think this is the perfect time to tell nick how i feel about chris, i need to get it off my chest.

"i need to rant, who are you with right now?" i ask, hoping chris or matt isn't with him.

"just me, chris and matt are playing fucking roblox in matts room" nick replies as i laugh.

"okay so basically- uh i don't know how to say this it's really confusing and all over the place and-"

"y/n just come over" nick interupts me.

"dude it's five o'clock in the morning, i'll pass"

"don't be silly, your across the street just walk over!!" nick begs.

"fine. i'm on my way" i smile as i hang up, i slip my crocs on, walk across the street and text nick.

"hey y/n! come upstairs" nick hugs me as i take my shoes off and practically jog upstairs.

"so what did you want to talk about?" he wonders, as we both sit down on his bed.

"okay so basically i'm kind of like, really in love with chris" i begin.

he giggles a little "oh i know that y/n"

"no, nick. like really really in love with him. to the point that i practically get shy and awkward around him"

nick nods, signalling to me to carry on.

"he makes me nervous to speak, so i just won't say anything at all" i sigh, and lay down on the bed, with my face in my hands.

"y/n, you don't have to feel like that around chris and you know that" nick reassures me.

"i know, but it's like i can't control it. i've got an urge to release it all, but my mind is just telling me to hold on and give it some time, but i cant so i just had to tell you nick" i say, staring at the ceiling.

"i completely understand how you feel y/n, maybe talk to him?" nick suggests, i immediately sit up and look at him.

"oh no i can't do that! he'll hate me, he won't talk if he ever finds out i've spoken about him like this" i look at nick.

that's when i suddenly hear someone burst through the door.

"hey y/n! come downstairs i have something for you"

i look at nick, who looks straight back at me. how does he know i'm here? confused, i still get up and follow chris out of the door.

"okay" i say, looking at nick one last time before closing the door.

we go to the kitchen where it was quiet, i assumed matt was still upstairs playing roblox.

"is everything okay?" i ask nervously.

"y/n, i heard everything"

my heart sank. there's no way. i wasn't that loud was i? i look down at my feet, not sure what to say when chris lifts my head back up with his hand.

"oh, i'm sorry" i reply sheepishly, this is so embarrassing.

"don't be. i love you y/n" chris says, moving towards me.

before i know it, his lips are on mine as he gives me the softest kiss ever i move away as i speak

"i love you more chris"

beas notes—
peep the neighbourhood reference wink wink!!!! y/n be feeling like sky teller with her crocs😭

and matt was playing roblox through all of this btw