I loved u first //kylian x reader

9) picnic

Second day of work done, 3 more of these and I'm going I'm going back to Paris I need to know what kylian was up too I had a few calls of him I couldn't speak to him and I had calls of Jude I also didn't answer one thing I did answer was the Instagram dms telling me that kylian was cheating I would just reply with "I'm not dating him" although I wish I was dating him but was it true was he cheating it would kill me but he would just tell me that we wasn't dating so it don't matter, the way he acted, the way he treated me, the way he told people about me and the way he posted me it's like I was his girl. I went downstairs to have food

Mum: hey how was work

Y/N: alright alright idk if I like it

Luca: you like Jude though

Y/N: oh for fuck sake shut up Luca no I don't I don't u prick shut up I don't like him

Mum: calm down calm down don't  swear again in my house what's happened

Y/N: I just wanna go back to Paris I love you guys so much but I leave and I get cheated on well I think cheated on but it's not really cheating bc we wasn't together

Laila: oh sis boys are dicks

Luca; you know Jude said your hot aswell laila

I just walked upstairs and decided to call Neymar I don't know why I did I just did

Neymar: hey how's the job going

Y/N: alright I don't think it's my thing

Neymar: oh well so when u coming home I miss you so does kyl-

Y/N: hopefully the day before your match imma look at flight's tomorrow

Neymar: oh yeah that's cool you gonna come to the match

Y/N: I might I wanna come see you play but I'm not entirely sure I might be tired you know

Neymar: what about kylian

Y/N: Neymar

Neymar: ye

Y/N: is he cheating on me

Neymar: so you guys r together

Y/N: what no we ain't

Neymar: so he can't be cheating then

Y/N: yeah right okay well bye neyyyy

Neymar: bye beautiful

I ended the phone why did he call me beautiful I'm so confused everything is confusing me I just need to go out I need to forget everything maybe I should call Jude

Y/N: hey

Jude: can I have your sisters number

Y/N: oh it's nice to talk to you aswell

Jude; I'm joking anyway you okay what's up I kinda thought you hated me

Y/N: Ofc I don't hate you just some abit ygm wanna hang out ??

Jude: alright I'll pick u up in 10 be ready

The phone call ended I decided to dress nice I was wondering and thinking of places we could go I put some ripped jeans on and a cropped top.

I went downstairs to see Jude talking to my sister

Jude: hey

Laila: you look so pretty

Y/N: I love uuu

I hugged her

Y/N: hey Laila you wanna come with us

Jude: yeah u can come

Laila: I'm about to study but I'll defo hang out wi u soon Jude

She winked and we walked out, we got into the the car and he drove to a park. I cried on the way telling him about kylian about everything when we got to the park we got out and he gave me the biggest hug he went to the trunk and got a blanket and a basket.

Jude: it's okay let's go sit down

Y/N: you didn't have too

Jude: hey su I can do what I want

Y/N: how cute of u

Jude: cute like your sister

Y/N: ew

Me and jude laughed I cried for abit then he had me laughing I also almost threw up when he told me the things he wants to do with my sister it was a good day to be fair he comforted me a lot about the kylian situation and told me to contact him, he drove me home at half 7 after we got kfc.

Laila: how was it

Y/N: Jude has A FAT CRISH ON U

Laila: he does ?

Y/N: he don't shut up about you but anyway imma go bed it's 9 I  have work in the morning I also have a call I have to take

Laila: okay U/N goodnight I love you

Y/N: I love you too night

I went upstairs and got into my pjs brushed my hair and put it up I then got into bed and called kylian

Kylian: are you okay Y/N u have ignored all my messages and calls all day what happened

Y/N: I know you unblocked hanna

Kylian: what no I didn't

Y/N: now your just lying to me I seen anie told me

Kylian: yeah y/n I unblocked her for a day I had to she came to training to apparently watch Neymar but we know that was a lie she was there for me and she spoke to my coach about wanting to be trained and he told me to train her I unblocked her and told her I was tired and we could play tomo

Y/N: oh

Kylian: yeah so that don't give you a right to air me I'm sorry I should have told you but u wouldn't fuckin call me or message me so don't do that again

Y/N: kylian I'm sorry I just idk I-

Kylian: you were jealous

Y/N: wjat no

Kylian:hmmm

Y/N: okay well Ofc I was kylian and I'm sorry i won't be then

Kylian: noo ur cute when ur jealous oh and urm i didn't know it was a party that night me and ney went there and got hella drunk I barely remember the night hahaha

Y/N: atleast you had fun

Kylian: yeahhh anyways get sleep you have work Tomorrow

Y/N: goodnight kyky

I felt so much better now I felt like he wasn't cheating like he maybe loved me, I fell asleep for the night