Road To Nowhere. -Janoskian, Luke Brooks, Fanfiction.-

Chapter 2

Tears were still streaming down my face when i iscolated myself in my room with my guitar.

I'm depressed, i dont cut, i used to but then i found music. However, im not like a goth, infact im the opposite. I love girly clothes and stuff. I also like slow, calm music. I play a slow song and start singing softly, strumming on my guitar.

Going back to earlier,

Recap - "Why dont you just try to kill yourself again..."

Yeah, i tried it, i tried to...Um, I tried to hang myself. I dont know what was going through my mind at the time. Things have got better but, now the memories wont stop coming back. I have to escape, i have to get out.

I started to cry loudly.

"Why...Why!" I whispered to myself, thinking.

"Why did my mother leave me, why did my dad die, why do they choose to pick on me, why am i not beautiful, why am i fat" I asked myself, sighing.

I got changed into the bathroom into my pj's i couldnt be bothered today, not after what happened earlier..

I went downstairs after removing my makeup, and put in a disney film, snuggling into about a million blankets.

Soon it became night and i trudged upstairs, yawning.

After hopping into bed i set my alarm and dozed off slightly.

"Night, dad." I frowned.

Sorry about short chapter, its like 2:00AM soo, yeah, ill make the next one longer <3 :)