Chapter 4 - Aftercare

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Kapri's POV
You couldn't tell me that I wasn't that nigga! Cuz I am that nigga! I got Charm to bottom for me. Like you can't tell me I'm not that guy! No one could stop me from coming into work cheesing like a mother fucker! "You seem to be in a good mood,"

April said as I walked into work.I just cheesed at her before walking to my station. I prepped everything for the day and decided I was gonna wait for my first appointment to arrive. Or I could go bother Charm. Nooooo. I'm gonna leave her alone. She needs to prep for her day. I can wait. I can totally wait. I'm good at waiting....

I immediately get up and head to Charm's station. I knock on the door and Charm's smooth voice calls out to me. "Come in!" I come in and close the door behind me. I smile as I lean up against the door. Charm grimaces and rolls her eyes at me. "So..." Now that I'm here I couldn't think of anything to say.

How rude of my mind to clam up right when things get serious. "Go away Kapri. Ion wanna talk to ya." Charm focuses on cleaning her tattoo gun as she actively ignores my presence. This wont do at all. I need her to pay attention to me. Call it a complex but I find it hard to believe that ole girl wouldn really not wanna see me. Like who wouldn't want me? I'm a catch! I'm that nigga (as mentioned before)! I'm her, She is me!

"Oh that won't do," I say as I make my way over to Charm. I place my hand on her shoulder and she immediately tenses up. What's got her panties all in a bunch? I start massaging her shoulders while I lean over to talk in her ear.

"I really enjoyed myself yesterday.  Didn't you?" I lick her ear and I notice she catches her breath. "Kapri, go away before I make you." I decide I'm gonna call her bluff, and just like yesterday I let my hands wander down her body. Feeling her in places that I'm sure any gay woman who knew her would be jealous of. I was gonna make her bend to my will. "Come on Charm. Don't be like that." I turn her chair around to make her look at me and the bitch looked like she wanted to kill me

No bother, I've fucked worse. This would be no different. I run my hands up her thighs  and am getting ready to unbuckle her belt when BOOM! She sucker punched me in the face.

"What the fuck Charm!?!" I look up ,after making sure I'm okay, to see Charm with hot tears running down her face. Shs breathing heavy and looks like shit to be honest. She seems so flustered. That was when the gravity of the situation really hit me. Fuck. Maybe, just maybe I was being a dick.

"Was yesterday the first time fo-" "SHUT THE FUCK UP" Charm's outburst caught me off guard. Well I guess she would be upset, if yesterday was really her first time. And me just completely overstepping boundaries probably made it worse. There was no maybe. I am a dick.

"Charm I'm so sorry." I take a tentative step towards her and she immediately takes a big step back and knocks down some stuff on her desk. I immediately start picking things up for her. Charm just stands there as I pick things up. After that I just stare at Charm, taking in her beautiful features. She was so beautiful. I needed to fix this.

Charm sat down and put her head in her hands. She really seemed to be going through it. That's when I realized what was going on. Since it's her first time bottoming she must have been reeling over the fact it happened since yesterday. And I probably made it worse coming in her and doing as I please. I was such an asshole. "Charm... I'm sorry.

I should have taken care of you." "I don't need you to take care of me." I make my way towards Charm and slowly pry her hands from her face. Then I squat down and wrap my arms around her. "Shhh you were such a good girl yesterday"

I knew she would need this aftercare, I knew in the back of my mind she needed it but I ignored. Why? Because I don't like her. And that was my fault. I needed to fix this with her.

I needed her to undersstand that it was okay. "You did so good yesterday." I continue to gently praise her while I run circles on my her thighs. This continues on for like 30 minutes. She eventually leans down and rests her head on mine and starts talking to me. "I was good?" "Yes" She hums in response. I pull on one of her dreads and she whimpers.

I pull on it again and I receive the same response. "Do you like when I do that?" Charm doesn't say anything. I stand up and Charm looks at me like a kicked puppy. "Are you feeling better?" Charm nods and looks away from me. "If you need anything please come to me. Alright?" "Aight." And with that I leave her alone.

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Hello Lovelies! I'm back from a long asss break. IDK if I'mma update soon or not. Idk if I even wanna update these books again. I really don't know. I'm thinking about it.

Let me know if yall still want updates. They wont be as long as they used to be but they will be updates. I have alot going on for me right now. It's my senior year of highschool and I have alot of work to do.

Question: Did you ever watch Jordan Peele's NOPE?
I'm watching it as I write this.  And oh boy is it a trip.

I might write a new book idk. I'm feeling very unmotivated to write for my current books. But I want to atleast finish this book before I start a new one. So if I update it's gonna be for Flashlight. CYFL and highschool on a hiatus until I figure out what I want to do with them. Anyway that's all for right now.

Love you all!

Zeila Out!

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