No. Kian

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So I finally got settled and started eating with my baby. This is always been a dream of mine. Idk if I said it before but I was a total fangirl. He has always been my dream guy and always will be. I took a sip of my juice when the saddest thing happened. My phone rang. "Hello?" I said casually answering the phone. "Yes is this Jeriah Fowler?" A man I didn't know asked. "Umm yes.." I said putting my drink down. " Well this is Los Angeles hospital calling to tell you that your brother Kian Lawley had a lot of self harm scars on his arm and had fainted due to all the blood loss." The man said. And we all know that kian isn't my brother but they had to say we were related somehow In order for me to see hIm. But when I heard I just dropped the phone. I had so many different emotions flowing and all I did was cry. Jc grabbed the phone and started talking to the man. I was angry because I felt like I let him do it. I'm sad because I honestly don't know why he would do that and I just...Omg. Then I just started to pray. "Please let Kian be okay. Please. Please." I thought to myself. I cried harder than I thought I would. "How could he?" I asked Jc knowing he couldn't hear me cause he was on the phone."Alright thank you." I heard Jc say then hung up. "Baby they said he's okay. He just lost some blood but they will take care him." He said rubbing my back. Kian is like a brother to me and my best friend. "Baby I know kian is your best friend, He's mine too." Jc said. It's like he was reading my mind. "Do you wanna leave? You know...to check on him?" I asked him looking at him wiping my face. His eyes looked watery. "Baby it's okay." I said wiping his eyes."No. It's not." He said kind of pulling away. "Baby what's wrong?" I asked him grabbing his arm. "Why are you crying so hard. Your crying more and more by the second." He said kind of yelling. "Jc stop yelling PLEASE" I asked jumping and crying harder. "You want to be with him don't you?" He yelled. "No! Jc I want to be with you its just that-" I said and he cut me off. "It's What?!" he yelled. "He's my best friend." I said louder."I know that but you are showing to much affection for him." He said calming down. "Jc I don't know how long I have to tell you this but baby I want you and only you." I said standing up with him and grabbing his face with tears streaming down mine. "I'm so sorry for yelling baby it's just.....I don't want you to leave me." He said. "Jc I just told you about 20 minutes ago and just now that I want you. There's no need to get upset about something that will never happen." I said to him. "I'm really sorry baby." He said wrapping his arms around me and gave me a tight hug. "Just..... Let's go explain all of this to your mom and tell her we'll see her and the kids soon and then we come back and pack." I said looking at him and grabbing his face again. "Okay." He said. "And like you told me...It'll be okay." I said. "I know. Thank you." He said then kissed my forehead. Then we both got up and went to tell his mom and the kids and after we d we started to check out the flight schedules. We booked one in about three hours. So we immediately started packing. This is crazy. I wonder what Leah And Rylee are thinking. And poor Mariah. That was her buddy. It feels lik its gonna be a lot of drama when we get back home.

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