6:00am
BEEP.BEEP.BEEP
I try to click on my phone to turn of my alarm but it doesn't work so I can to look straight in the light and then clicked stop.
"Yawns"
Knock.knock
"Who is it"?
Most likely my-
"Your mom sweetie".
Mom.
"Come in".
"Good morning anzu, had to make sure you where up, you know when ur bus comes so get ready for school. It's Monday yay"!
"Mom, it's just another school day and yes im up thank you, now can I get ready in peace"?
"Ofc".
I get in the shower and wash up like brush my teeth and was my fash and everything.
I look at my phone and the time is 7:12.
"Doesn't come till 7:30 I'm good".
I put perfume on and deodorant, then go head down for breakfast.
"I just made a simple breakfast today if that's ok with you Anzu".
"Yep that's fine mom".
I then get my backpack ready because I usually head out the door at 7:25.
"Bye mom".
"Bye honey".
I go out the door to the bus and after my stop, we pick everyone else up and I just listen to music and stare at the window.
Mind: Your not good enough.
Your a loser!
Just die already!
I start hearing voices in my head and try to block them out.
As the bell ring second hour ends at 10:19. (Then have 5 minutes to get to our next class)
"Hey Anzu ready for band class"?
"I don't like band, you know that so of course I'm not ready".
This is going to be a long school day.
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