1:23pm
Music helps with everything especially when you have thoughts like mine that aren't as good.
My music then stops bc Aiya is calling.
"Ugh".
"Hello"?
"Hey want to go to the mall or something, I noticed you haven't been acting yourself this could cheer u up".
"No im good, and also im fine just want to chill and listen to music".
"So I could come over and-"
"Aiya, if its ok with you I would like to be by my self today and just chill and not talk about school,boys,crushes,LUKE,or anything ok"?
"Wow, apparently I'm not wanted bye".
"Wait I wasn't trying to sound-"
Aiya then hangs up before I can finish.
Mind: Your not wanted haha!
She doesn't love you..
Your just a burden get over it..
My thoughts then kick in and I start my music up again.
"Music is my safe place..for now..."
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DiversosAnzu gets treated like a third wheel, and gets treated like trash she finally speaks her mind about how she can't stand it.When she is on her last straw she thinks about doing suicide. But she realizes that maybe she can give this "living thing" ano...
