,, - Return to me ; Ruinene

Her ; chapt.2

[RUI POV]

I felt like it was only a day ago I met her, my dearest friend. Nene. Back then, she was shy, and didn't have the confidence to speak in front of so many people. That's why I had built Robo-Nene for her. So she could get over her fears. Now Robo-Nene just lies in her room, with no owner to control her, she even started to collect some dust. Looking back, she didn't smile as much, but whenever she did, I felt some weird feelings. A feeling I hadn't felt before. Nene's smile, seeing her happy, all the memories we made and the times we spent with each other, before and after joining Wonderlands X Showtime. Today is her birthday and I wouldn't be able to celebrate it with her nor would we as a group.

I couldn't help but cry, knowing she wasn't here with me. She would be waiting for me in the morning, now she isn't. She would come over sometimes, now she won't. She would comfort me about my nightmares sometimes, now she can't.

That day, it felt like everything burnt to ashes. Crying. Screaming. Falling. That day vividly replaying in my head like a non-stop movie. Emu was crying in Tsukasa's arms, shouting that she wanted Nene back. Tsukasa was crying as well. Nene's mom on the floor, crying and screaming for her daughter. When we told Miku and the others the next day, everyone was in tears.

Yet I felt like I couldn't breathe. As if I lost Someone precious to me. Her. I wanted her back so badly, I can't put it into words. I want her back into my arms, hugging her tightly. I want to save her. Find her. Bring her back to me. Nothing else but Nene, the person I needed the most right now.

She thought of Tsukasa as an "idiot that wants to be the greatest star". Emu as a "girl with sky-high energy that's always shouting 'Wonderhoi!"Now it was days of gloom, empty days, tears. Nothing helped. Nothing could except her being here with me again.

"Nene."

"Return to me."

"Please."

This feeling, what is this?