Thoughts~pablo Gavi

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Me and my Mother went to grab some food after what just happened, and when we had our food, we went to the beach and started eating and talking. first we just talked about the past 30 minutes but after that we talked about everything and nothing, about past and future until suddenly it was nearly midnight and we went back to the hotel to go to bed.

I think this was the best birthday i ever had, and i still can't really understand that so much happened in those 24 hours, but i think this is the change i needed. maybe it's just being on vacation or Barcelona, but i feel like i am complete. like everything fell into the right place. I know that a live can change 180° in a matter of seconds, but i always thought that could only happen in a bad way, but now i know it can also happen in a good way.

Today is the Barcelona game, and i can't tell you how excited i am.

I woke up at around 8 am. i even went out to get breakfast because i needed something to do. when my mother saw me coming back with breakfast, she just shook her head and asked why i got the food when we could've just gone and got food at the hotel. i actually felt kinda stupid in that moment, but shit happens, right? we just laughed, started to eat, got ready, and then went outside exploring the city. after a few hours, we went back to the hotel to get ready for the game.

I just put on a pair of jeans and put on the gavi Jersey my mother gave me yesterday, and she put on a violet t-shirt with some jeans. we then called an Uber and took off to camp nou.

Once we got there, i was in a trance, i felt like i would explode from all the happiness i am feeling right now. I felt so special walking around camp nou and going to the VIP area.

What i didn't expect was those brown eyes again. Gavi stood there already in his kit, and as soon as me and my mom and I entered the area, he looked to the entrance in suprise.

he excused himself from the person he was talking to and went to ME? He smiled at me and i felt like i would pass out every second but i didnt and i am very happy about that i thought while just watching him walk towards me with those beautiful brown eyes and this perfekt smile.

" Hola, you are the girl from yesterday, right? The one that screamed at all those people to fuck off." he looked at me and i just turned red. i already know i must look like a tomato.

"Hola, yeah that was me." i looked to the ground while saying that i was to embaressed but then i heard him chuckel. I looked up and he just smirked at me and i was so confused i didnt even know what to do so i just stood there looking at him.

" Gracias" He than said and my brain still being non functual i think i must have looked even more confuesed so he added " for yesterday. Nobody ever really said that at least not out loud for people actually to hear so thank you." My brain worked again because i finally was able to returne the smile he gave me and i was even able to say something again.

" It's no problem. It had to be said at some point and even tho i didnt plan on really saying it out loud i don't regret saying it. i'm actually sorry that you can't even say it yourself because then there would be hate towards you and i don't get that. like seriously i could never just stay silent when i would be in your position."

"Yeah it's sad thats true and i also hate that i can't say something without the media hating on me but it's my life. I love football and that sadly is part of the job."