Disorder

(I struggle everyday

Living in Hell

Oh what the fuck

Personality made of pills

And these meds kill me

Mentally ill?

I don't think so

Because needles and syringes

is all I need

to control me!)

When she almost killed the man that raped her

They blamed it on her disorder

Disorder

Disorder

But she actually did it

To feel safe from the other man's disorder

Disorder

This world is toxic!

(Oh my god

Someone shoot me now

Because I'm tired of living in this shit

Put me out of my misery

What's the point of living

When I die from the inside

Every single fucking day?)

When she killed the man that raped her

They blamed it on her disorder

Disorder

But she actually did it

To feel safe from his disorder

Disorder

This world is toxic

So toxic

So toxic

Escape from the fate they have given you

Make it out dead or alive

You don't need medicine to subdue you

Just get away

And don't drop a tear 'goodbye'

The paper burns

As your whole life turns

(I am alive!)

I am alive