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I quickly put in my AirPods as I make my ways into the noisy halls of the dorm building it's currently 7:59 and I'm only 5 minutes away from bringing late to the first class of the semester not like I really care I didn't care my freshmen year and I don't care now, I mean I'm still confused on how tf I got into college but hey I least I'm in college
My make my last turn before reaching my sisters dorm room it wasn't far from mines which is why I'm always there. I bang on the door before she opens with a tired look on her face , I simply smirk and pass her to go inside and of course the first place I go is to her bed her bed to too soft
" aren't you supposed to be going to class " she ask laying on top of me . I hate when her fantasy does that " yea but I came to see my nephew before I go now excuse me but get your fat ass of me " I say tickling her so she can get of me. I know she hates being tickled but I don't really give a fuck
Lucky enough for her the school let her get a dorm all to herself due to the fact that she has a child which means I get to see my little buby whenever I want and sometimes he even stays with me when yasmeen has classes
I want over to buby in his crib and picked him up but before I can pick him up fully yasmeen took him from me which left a frown on my face " seriously Samuel you have to go to class i know you love buby but your educationist important you did horrible last semester not surprisingly and they even threaten to kick you out you already started life in the wrong foot making mom and did want to disown you is the last thing we need, they already disowned me for having this baby I don't want that to happen to you " she said softly rocking buby on her shoulders
I roll my eyes as I locked at her she was right but I didn't want her to be right , our mom and dad are perfectionist if anything doesn't go their way it's hell on earth I'm surprise they haven't disown me with all the charges I have against me and all the times I've been to jail, but maybe it's because I'm the youngest but yasmeen has never been to jail and only had a dui but they disowned her so quick for having a child while in college they left her with no money and now I have to help pay for tuition with the money they give me which is slot actually
" your right " I got up and gave her a hug and kiss buby right after I grabbed my backpack with only one pen and couple notebooks in it as I make my way out , love you yasmeen yells as a walk out " love you " I yelled back before the door shuts behind me
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" your late Samuel " my professor says as I walk into the class, this nigga always on my doc like what the fuck " I know Thomas " I said in a mocking voice as I sat in my usual seat . The only good thing about this class well two good things are kiara and jay
Kiara sits right by me and I've known her since high school she's a stunning brown skin with a curly Afro I've had a crush on her for the longest but never told her cause I feel like it would ruin our friendship and also cause of jay , jay well jay was basically the love of my life we use to " date " back in high school and we basically fell in love but the only problem was that I'm dL so we were basically private in a way
And that's what ruin our relationship jay has always been open about his sexuality which I praise him for he's never scared to be who he is and openly switches from girl to boy whenever he feels like it while I'm well let's just say trust the process I'm waiting to come out but I feel like it will never happen I'm just not ready and never will be, it's so scary and idk how other people do it I want to be just like them I wish I was just like them
I was snapped out of my thoughts when me and jay made eye contact before quickly breaking it I haven't talk to this men since I first saw him at orientation during our freshmen year of college a couple weeks after we had broken up , we didn't end on bad terms but it's definitely still awkward to see each other
I continued to write my notes as class want in but my focused turned to kiara . God was she stunning in every way shape or form possible I've never seen such beauty before except for jay. We made eye contact when she noticed I was staring and we both quickly laughed off the awkwardness that was left in the air but even after the laughter need we kept staring at each other
............................... After class finished I quickly packed my things just so I can catch up with Jay. I decided today would be the day I finally talk to him again but I just didn't know what to say
I made my way down the stairs where jay was standing. He looked at me in confusion when he saw me " hey jay you look amazing today well I mean you look amazing every day but that doesn't matter... Um so how have you been " I said awkwardly
He giggles at my nervousness, " I've been good jay, and yea it has been a while since he last talked, also thank you I tried today " he replied with the cutest smile on his face I just can't resist him " well umm I was wondering if you wanted to go to a cafe with me to catch up or whatever if that's cool with you, I continued the conversation still filled with nervousness
" no it's way too cold for that but you can come to my door, I have one by Myself and we can chill if that's cool with you, he said putting his telfer over his shoulders. I had the biggest grin on my face when he said that I knew he missed me " of course" I said smiling from ear to ear " cool then my door room 324 at 8 pm tonight " he said as he made his way out
I watched as he walked out of the room before I made my way out of the partially empty room
