On Monday I was staying up hoping I wouldn't get caught by my sister and I was texting Ana. I was telling her some of my thoughts, feelings, and other things about me. Then Ana said "can you keep a secret?" I said ya. Then she said things about her that made my just cry in my bed. She showed me 3 pictures that she said represented her. Maybe her telling me more about her made her cry. Or the memories. But I never suspected so much hurt in her. I never knew anyone can hold such pain. She fooled everyone thinking she was a happy girl. She fooled me. She knows she did. I was weeping at her pain since I'm sensitive. Even she started crying. She made me have more questions. One of the things she said to me was that she thinks she might be bisexual. I felt bad for her because there aren't that many people in the world as good hearted as I am. She might have felt worse when I told her I was crying. I can't deal with people's pain really well. I just wished she was happy as everyone thought she did. But after that night I developed a new respect for her. I developed a new love for her as a friend.
