October
The last school term of the year has began. Also the most depressing term for me. I went through many dark tunnels during this time of my life. Tunnels that I wish I never enter again.
My friends call me strong for going through something like this so easily but I think this is the weakest I have ever been in my entire life. And easy? No, this was the hardest thing I could of ever done.
Trying to move on from something so non-existent was the most complicated thing in my life at the time. I wasn't sure if I was going crazy or if I was just completely delusional.
All I know is that what I did had to be done. I do not regret a single thing that I did because even though I'm not the most perfect person in the world, I did not deserve the shit you gave me.
I did not deserve to be taken for a fool. And I most definitely did not deserve to be played with.
For those three months I felt like I was trapped in a dark empty basement with no food or water. Surviving was so challenging. I felt so lost and confused. I felt like everything that happened was completely my fault, and maybe it was. Maybe it was my fault for letting you in. Or maybe it was you're fault for being a coward instead of telling me how you felt.
Not even my friends could help me with this one but that was my fault because I never told them exactly how I was feeling at the time. I'm not going to keep it a secret any longer.
So as the real story begins I hope you're ready for how the cards are about to be played.
xxx<3
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It was never going to be Easy
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