Memories... ||book two of "met you through a suicide... || kazuscara

"treat me like the one you once knew..."

kazuha sat there on his bed and threw himself back onto the mattress 
scaramouche turned over looking at kazuha
"you ok...?"

"no not really"
kazuha turned his head to the side looking at scaramouche
he sighed and cupped scaras face 

"it's like you're you but...you're not you...just forget it"
kazuha got up and went to leave the room 

"wait kazuha!..."
Scaramouche sat up and reached his hand out with a sense of urgency
kazuha turned his head to look at scara 
"what is it...?"

"I'll remember soon enough so for now..."
scaramouche got up and walked towards kazuha 
gazing up at him innocently 
and slowly closes his eyes as he grabbed the collar of kazuhas red baggy shirt 
pulling him to his height 
before connecting their lips 
kazuhas eyes widened and his face felt a bit red 

scaramouche let go and pulled away with red cheeks 
he crossed his arms and averted his eyes
"just treat me like the scaramouche you know..."

kazuha was left speechless standing there in a state of shock at what scara did still looking down
he quickly looked up at scaramouche 
"bu- but-"

"shush i thought about and by that i mean i just thought about it right now, but it'd benefit the both of us it could bring back something from when i forgot and it'd possibly help with the emotions your struggling with"
scaramouche stared at kazuha with a reddened face 

kazuha stared backs slightly shocked
"if you say so"
kazuha gripped tightly on scaramouches waist before pulling him into a hug 
"thank you..."
scaramouche hugged him back without hesitation 
feeling in a way safe in kazuhas embrace 

"now come on kazu, i need to go get more of my stuff from the car...unless you don't want me to move in?"

kazuha went to drag scara down the stairs 
scara struggled to stay on his feet and tried his best to not tumble and fall as he was dragged down the floors 

kazuha began to run towards the car excitedly 
like a kid running down because his parents
promised they'd go somewhere exciting and amazing

he happily ran down the sidewalk with a smile on his face 
it didn't take long before scaramouche tripped over something and nearly fell splat on his face but ended up tripping and falling onto kazuha who was turning around to check on him due to the loss of pressure in their entangled hands 

kazuha fell onto his back blocking scaramouches fall 
causing his elbows to get scraped badly along the concrete sidewalk
scaramouche instantly felt regret and went to get up 
straddling himself onto kazuha as he gripped kazus arm to see how bad the scrape was 
kazuha merely sat there with a red face and a dirty mind 
As scara moved himself to look at the other arm
and than gently bonked kazuhas head 
"stupid idiot, imagine if you fell down the stairs!"
he hit kazuhas head again 

a mother went passing by and saw the two 
she covered her childs eyes shook her head and looked up
as if asking someone or something "Why..." 
scara saw this nervously laughed as he got up and off of kazuha 
and offered a hand to him to help kazuha get up and so on

"don't make me regret asking my family to let me live with you!"
he screamed-whispered to kazuha while waving to the mom 
who just went to walk faster away from the two 

"don't worry i can make it the best time of your life~"
he put a hand on scaramouches shoulder and whispered into his ear 

"shut up before i make you idiot"
scara rolled his eyes and grabbed the keys to his car and clicked the button to unlock it 

kazuha ran to catch up with him


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kazuha and scaramouche placed his few boxes down on the ground behind the door 
before scaramouche grabbed kazuhas arm and threw him on the couch causing him to hiss in pain 
"stay!" 
he ordered him like a dog 

kazuha sat there stunned but obeyed 
scaramouche returned with a medical box in hand 
and gently grabbed kazuhas arm to treat it 

kazuha sat there watching him carefully 
observing him...
"heh this brings back memories..."
kazuha spoke with a nostalgic expression on his face 

"what do you mean?"
scaramouche was curious as to what he meant cause
of-course he doesn't remember but he continued to treat the cuts

"you don't remember your childhood do you?..."

"no not really..."

"you used to call me kazoo as a kid for a nickname you don't remember cause you went through a accident because of your mother forget me entirely, we were around 7-9 yrs old and somewhat grew up with each-other a few years before that incident in which your mother got drunk and slammed a beer bottle on your head i wasn't that shocked when i saw you didn't remember me but i didn't let you die..."
scaramouche sat still for a second before continuing to treat kazuhas wound's 

"i see..."
he spoke darkly somewhat depressed 
possibly remembering something or having something pop up in his memory from hearing this

"yea you were a cute kid"
kazuha softly smiled over to scaramouche 
scaramouche responded with pink tinted cheeks 

"there you go"
scaramouche sat there proudly at the two perfectly bandaged elbows 

"good job"
kazuha ruffled scaramouches hair 

"that took a long time to style..."
he glared bullets into kazuhas skull 

"you'll live"
kazuha stood up ran and stuck his tongue out at scaramouche
who sat there angrily staring at him with a look on his that shows he has thoughts of murder on his mind 

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A/N

yes im alive- 
you surprised?
I  L I V E   

my feet hurt- 

but yea sorry i was gone for a while 

had to set up my notes for this book and put down
ideas and summaries for possible book ideas to write after
and during the progress of this series 

and yea like i promised this book is finally being updated 
and im working on the finishing chapter for my other series

"just my toy"
even I'm gonna cry a little for that whack series 

but yes this book is finally being updated 
happy new years and merry christmas! 

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