The Darkest Obsession

Chapter 1

10 years ago

15 is not a odd number when it came to being a teenager so many emotions and not knowing which one to feel . Teenagers am I right ? I was young and matured so my brain flowed like the world turned around its axis .

Funny story I was left utterly alone ? Minus my  granny holding my ears that bleeds with evey taunting words dad spilled to mom and my Aunt wiping soft tears away from my brother and I , Ravi Singh .

Yes a dad in a mob that has no respect for the woman he supposedly loved . Love very foreign word to my dictionary and I hoped it would stay like that .

~"you fucking bitch !" Scream that was no words for what Mom used to bear .*Pahhh* a red cheek in the morning for nothing .

Red marks scrolling her back . Ravi used to be so frightened to fight for mom , he to joined the mob . The South African mob was made of the rich and Glamorous and all the political parties that thought they could out win the rulling party .

Myself stayed quiet even when dad used to peep into my room . My blankets became a mask to my fear and thoughts even thought he would never cross that limit .

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I heard from my class that having sex with someone would help the pain . Funny,no one was my friend except my brother in matric . Yes I wasn't my father's child, I was my brother's sister .
Even if he had friends . Popular is his middle name and hot was his last . I was his first name then the three woman who forged our hearts. 

So here I am under a 16 years old . Grade 10 i was , not rulling the world . His name was Josh , he was to be my first and  last cause he gave me some nightmares . He was only sucking at my neck the entire time . I wished a whole bucket of water would fall on me at this given awful time.

Josh tried to Josh my lips . I know my lips ain't pink or red by the time he was done I would have no bottom lips . And my lips were plump . Oh lord heaven save my nipples that were small in size that were raped by his tounge constantly. This carried on for 15 long minutes trying to mimic my best first sexual experience . When he reaches down to where my vagina was wide open and bare he moaned at the sight and picked nerves .

Virgin he was . Popular guy to .

He wanted his lips to interlock with mine that was soaking of my own juices.  I stopped him and ran out the room . I never got it that night but other nights I did with new man for only 3 nights and we dumped a shore of no emotions . I had condoms.

I giggled to nyself, but that year when I was 15 brought a teacher : 25 years old , short black hair ,green eyes , fucking eyes that glinted he as popular in school ,faired lips of pink princess and a jaw line so sharp that my legs got cut open for him . Tall was one word for 6'5 feet adult male who had a Russian accent . He made it sound more seductive then French.  Well besides his tall and intimidating exterior of his height  his built made my mouth drop a little.  He was built like the son of a Hercules or maybe Hades . But I looked and looked at where his veins start at the bottom of his hands and how the suit tugged and restricted his movement. 

But girls were over doing it , putting thier breast on display and dropping pens so when they pick up the pen a little ass would show . I gagged , rolling my eyes . "I am Mr. Volkov . Your English teacher for 3 years ." One girl pretended to faint at his voice . Too much porn these girls watch I guess . I was beyond irritated,  HE WAS A TEACHER!

Beyond my sense of lust , I had some morals.  People looked at him and he never paid attention.  . One girl began r
to speak , pulling her school shirt lower , lucky ...