Pilot/oneshots

Sam and Beck

Sam's P. O. V.-

I was in the library again. It was getting late and not many people come in so I was in my too big hoodie that came down to my thighs and a pair of shorts.

 I had just finished a book and was trying to put it back. I'm short, five foot three, and could barely reach when I grabbed the book. Now I was struggling to put it back. I jumped up a bit trying to get it without it falling and hitting me in the face (which has happened before). 

"Let me help," A familiar voice said walking up behind me and pushing the book back onto the shelf where it belongs. 

"Thanks," I said 

"You look adorable tonight Sammy," Beck said as I turned around to face him.

"What happened to the party?" I asked

"It's no fun, the fun seems to be in front of me," Beck said

"Yeah studying is much more fun," I said blushing at how close he had gotten and his hand that had landed on my hip.

"Sammy Baby are you still mad at me?" Beck asked as his hands slowly moved up my sides.

"What do you think Beck?" I asked

"I don't care anymore Baby, I can't help it. I love you Sammy please? Take me back I don't want to spend midnight with anyone else but you. Kissing you in the new year. Holding you tight when you get a B on a psychology paper, or a 95 on your math test, or get excited for me when I win a stupid football game that I know you hate that I play because they get hurt so much and you worry about me," Beck said

"But you chose to go to those stupid parties and get drunk and let those girls kiss you," I said being reminded of why we broke up.

"I was drunk and don't even remember it Baby," He said

"Well I saw it. You didn't even try to push them off. You just let them get all over you," I said tears coming to my eyes as I recalled that night.

"Baby, Sammy, I was blackout drunk. Please please believe me. I apologized a hundred times. Hell I'll apologize for the rest of my life if I have to. I only want you Baby... I told the guys to tell the girls I was gay because I only want you, I love you." Beck said

"You come out to the guys?" I asked in surprise

"Yes baby, I don't want that to happen again and I promise I will never ever drink that much again as long as I have you.. I love you," Beck said

"What are you saying Beck?" I asked

"I miss you. Hell I need you. I'm so miserable without you by my side, I miss your cute smile, that blush you get, the way you scoot closer when my buddies turn around, the way you lean into my side when we cuddle, the way you let me hold you when you cry or the way you giggle when id kiss all over your face, the way you stay so bubbly even when i'm an asshole and you should curse me out." Beck said

"The point is I love you, I don't want anyone else ever, I've beat myself up every night since you left. I've admittedly drank myself to sleep every night with the pillow you used to sleep on," Beck said his voice becoming raspy

"Are you drunk?" I asked

"No, Baby no, I haven't had a single drink tonight. My friends asked why and I told them I missed you. They called me lame and they all downed shots." Beck said

"So why are you telling me all of this?" I asked looking him in the eyes, a good foot above me.

"Baby I'm so so sorry, I'll do anything to make it up to you, anything. I just want you back, please" Beck said his eyes becoming wet as if he would cry if I said no.