Dear diary... | Taekook Short FF

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•••12/09/2022•••

Dear diary,
I am sitting in my bus right now. Thankfully I have enough time to write about my feelings, before entering the so-called "hell". I have some older friends who told me about all the disaster that happens in this school. I actually forgot to mention them yesterday. It's Namjoon and Yoongi hyung. Namjoon hyung is actually a relative of mine, but I prefer to see him as a good friend. However, I still feel really nervous about going there...the stories he told me aren't leaving my mind!! I don't want anyone to throw food at me...its's disgusting and terrible! Oh, my stop has come.

•••07:34•••

I have reached the main ground now, and from seeing nearbies, I didn't really have a bad expirience yet. And I hope that it won't change...at least not today! By the way, I am sitting on a bench right under a cherry blossom tree, that still has some leaves of sakura. I never saw any of the trees blooming in september. It was located right behind the building, in a small park that was actually made for...P.E. I guess? There are also some running tracks just a few meters away from this tree. I really love the view! No one can notice me, but I can see everything!
Okay, enough conversation with my diary...it will ring soon, So I better be prepared because I also have to find my class room! Since I decided to study arts, I have to find the arts class room, but Yoongi hyung told me that it's right in the corner of the whole building, so he told me to wait for him near the entrance. It's just that I still can't see him and there are just two minutes left until 7:45. I will just walk closer and wait there!

•••09:17•••

Dear diary,
now it's break time, which means I can again be alone and sit under my already favorite tree. I have so much to write!! So many things happened in just two hours...
When I was waiting for Yoongi hyung, a group of some boys approached me. One of them asked my name, so I just simply replied and told them my name. But then they suddenly asked, if I was a relative of Namjoon hyung. I thought they are his friends, since they looked like the same age as hyung. But the one of them stepped closer and asked for his...number? I was really wondering why they were asking for the number. Are they not his friends? I asked who they are, and another boy stepped closer to me and held my hand...which was...weird? He looked kinda attractive and innocent, regarding to his face and height. He said that I don't need to worry. He also introduced himself to me. I think his name was Jim...Jimmy? No! I think I forgot his name. Before he could say something else than showing his cute smile, the bell rang. And just as I hoped, Yoongi hyung appeared there. But then we had class, which was also very chaotic. When I walked in after bidding a goodbye to hyung, the only thing I could see was C-H-A-O-S!!!
Some boys were throwing papers and pens at themselves, and girls were talking about some make up brands, that I could perfectly hear because of their volume. I thought that it is just the beginning, so I tried to control my anxiousness and started to look for a seat. After eyeing the whole room, I found an empty seat at the back. I actually hate being a back bencher, but the whole class was on the front continuing the chaos. And why would I even sit near them? However, after two minutes, that felt like two hours, the second bell rang and everyone sat on their seats. The teacher also came and waited for the class to be quite. And then the most embarassing part...She called me to the front so I can introduce myself to the class. I gathered up all my courage, and walked towards her. Just after controlling my stutter and before saying something, someone ran inside the class, as if he was hunted by some mafias. The teacher eyed him for some seconds, before shouting at him for being late on the first day. He had to stand outside the class. I couldn't hold back my smile, because of his reaction. His face way just full of sweat, which made me also feel sorry for him. But now, I had to continue. I just said: "Hey, my name is Tae and I hope we get along happily..." and I could feel someone staring badly at me. It was the guy who was standing outside the class. He even winked at me...And then the teacher allowed me to sit down again. After maybe 30 minutes, she told him to come inside and settle down. And guess what....he chose to sit with me, ignoring the almost empty classroom. There were like five or more seats, but he sat beside me. And believe me...his gaze seemed to be devilish! During the class, he didn't say anything. He didn't even do anything, except for eyeing me from head to toe. It was so... uncomfortable but...not in a negative way. Oh, the break is over...

•••16:23•••

Dear diary,
I am at home right now. Today was so tiring! Thankfully Namjoon hyung gave me a lift right after I visited the gravyard. I also asked him about the group of boys, but he didn't seem to know them. Whatever..
Okay, back to the important topic:
That weird guy from my class...he didn't change his behaviour at all!!
And I kinda think that he is actually cute! I don't know why but...even the little amount of attention that I get from him makes me feel so special! I think I will talk to him tomorrow...