Dear diary... | Taekook Short FF

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•••13/09/2022•••

Dear diary,
it's again break time, and I am sitting under my favorite tree. Today morning, I saw the guy from my class on his bike and wanted to talk to him. But..just then...I saw a girl sitting right behind him, tightly gripping on his shirt. I felt like I was pulled back to the reality, where I will never get what makes me happy...and what made it worse: he kissed her forehead. I just left from there as I wasn't able to watch anything else anymore. But if he already has someone, then he shouldn't let me build any hopes.

•••08:37•••

I am sitting in my class room right now, and rethinking everything that the teacher said. I just figured out that the guy's name is Jungkook...Jeon Jungkook. And the girl with him was also a new transfered student. Her name is Jeon Soojin. I don't know why I am so concerned about their relation, but I also wonder if that's just a coincidence, or if they're really siblings. Jungkook sat beside me, but didn't only stare at me, but also kept asking me weird things like: "Why are you so pretty?" "Can we be friends?" and of course, me being the dumbest, said yes! He still didn't stop staring at me. Okay, the teacher is gonna talk about a project, so I'll write later...

•••09:18•••

I. Am. Screwed! The project that teacher was talking about, is about going on a trip with the whole class, and draw a picture, but we also had to choose a partner. Which made Jungkook look at me right away. Damn...I said yes.Why? I don't know! So, next week our class is going on a trip. Maybe the mountains or something...Shit! I can see Jungkook...and..looks like he is approaching me...

•••11:23•••

This guy is really something! In the first break he sat with me and...he asked why I was so silent and distancing. What should I have answered? I don't even know the answer by myself. But, to be honest...being with him felt the safest...I really didn't want anything to end up like this but...I think I am in love...