🌹A Song for a farewell🥀

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Two more weeks had passed so fast. Since the day Bible knew about Jeff's health problem, he had never leave his side. He had quit his job too, it was not important anymore. All he knew was to be next to Jeff as much as possible.

"Baby, breakfast is ready..."

Then Bible could see Jeff's beam smile.

"Baby, let's have lunch..."

It was great to see Jeff was sitting next to him with his always beautiful smile even if the other ate only a bite of food, but yeah it felt warm.

"Dinner is ready Jeffy, let's have it quickly then we can cuddle each other to sleep ok?"

Jeff nodded like a good boy.

They were living like this, eating and sleeping together, watching a movie before going to bed. Bible played guitar and Jeff sang the songs every evening in the garden. Jeff never asked anything about how Bible managed to live with him instead of staying with Build. He just appreciated the other presence with him. That was enough.

"Are you cold?"

"not really..."

"Do you want to listen some songs, I'll sing you a song that will surprise you..."

Jeff pupils dilated as he blink a few times to see Bible's handsome face clearly. His cheeks flushed, then he nodded, giving Bible a sign to start.

After Bible finished singing, he gave a peck on Jeff's forehead.

"Are you sleepy?"

"umm..."

"Then close your eyes, when tomorrow comes, everything will be alright..."

"umm..."

In a cozy bed, Bible was hugging Jeff to sleep. His tears ran down, he could feel heavy on his chest. It was hurt to watch Jeff in this situation.

The other looked even worst in just these two weeks. When Bible woke up in the morning, he saw that it was strange than usual, he felt his heart was bitter looking at Jeff's pale face. Trying to wake Jeff up, but the other didn't even move, his small body was like a corpse, his lips were purple, everything was so worst.

Jeff's parents and also Bible chose to give him treatment at home. Doctors said that he could be treated at home, it was the same to stay at the hospital.

His parents asked a personal doctor to visit and give him a medication everyday. It was two days after Jeff was fainted. Now he laid on the bed with his blank face. He turned around and met with Bible's redden eyes.

"I want to...go...outside..."

Jeff managed to speak with difficulty. He had no any strength left, he couldn't even lift a finger. Bible heard this and ran outside for five minutes then he came back. He carried Jeff on his back, moving slowly toward the garden. Arriving there, he placed Jeff gently on a bench, make sure that his wife could sit properly.

He sat beside Jeff and guided the other's head on his shoulder. Jeff was clinging to Bible's side and tried to move to look at Bible's face.

"This time you won't leave me, but god had arranged me to be alone since I was born already...sorry for walking into your life, Bible...but I love you so so much that I don't want to be dragged out of your side at all... I'm really sorry..."

How come Jeff came up with these long meaningful sentences? Bible knew he should not talk about this topic yet. He wanted to see Jeff happy, his radiant eyes, his sweet smile. He wanted to stop the time right here but couldn't.

"Don't be sorry Jeff..."

Bible tried to halt his tears from streaming down. For a few moment, he said with a sad look.

"Baby I have something to show you...I'm really happy that you want to come out like this..."

When he finished his words, Bible moved his hand to grab his Rosalie where he had put it at the moment he ran out of the room. Jeff was surprise to see this.

"What?" Jeff asked while smiling lovingly with his teary eyes.

Bible knew he was hurt, but he still love this moment, being with Jeff. This world was beautiful no matter what happened, seeing Jeff smile like this, he was relieved.

"Remember? I used to tell you that I'll write your new song Why don't you stay into English version since I'm more comfortable with English...and now, I'm ready to show you my talent..."

Jeff forced a smile in painful. He bit his lower lip and bear the pain without letting Bible to noticed at all. Bible moved his finger perfectly to start showing his performance for his wife.

As the intro ended, Bible began his singing.

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Lost in your eyes, there was no place I could hide, take me inside and let me live in your mind, no pain tonight, this place reserved for only You and I

'Cause I...wanna stay on your side, even if the world come crashing down tonight, we'll be fine, hold me close and we'll just leave it all behind, Why don't you stay

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Bible tried to sing with his tears were falling down slowly, his sharp eyes were full with sorrow. After he finished, He sobbed and said every words out of his mind.

"I'm...sorry...I promise I will never forget you...I'm not good enough to you...you deserve someone better than me...Jeff, my buddy, my wife, I..."

Bible's lips were trembling as fear enveloped his inside, the tight grip from Jeff on his hand before started to loose. Bible sobbed and chocked out the remaining words left,

"I...I...love you...Jeff Satur..."

After a moment, Bible lowered his face to look at Jeff who was closing his eyes shut, studying the other's calm countenance, Bible was scared, scared to face what will he find out at the next second.

Bible leaned down to kiss Jeff's soft hair, the small body suddenly fell down as his head laid on Bible's thigh. Moving his finger near Jeff's nostrils, Bible stopped for so long but still nothing, there weren't any breath hitting his skin at all. There was no warmth. He also checked Jeff's pulse and the result scared him to dead. Bible tried to shake Jeff's body gently, but no answer, this indicated that his wife passed away.

Jeff will never wake up again. He fell into his deep sleep forever. Bible cried his heart out and signed his face to the body of the lifeless beauty. His body weakened at the stress he had been feeling. He missed the voice Jeff used to call him and sing for him the first time they were together in Jeff's studio.

Just a short time, but you could get my heart with you, Jeff...In this life I was taken, and if there will be a next life, It's great if we will not be friend...and you will be my soulmate in every life...I love you...Jeff Satur, and goodbye...

When he knows me, I haven't known him.
When he likes me, I know him.
When he loves me, I just like him.
And when he left, I love him.

 And when he left, I love him

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Sorry for This Sad Ending...

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