The Name's Bitch

Chapter Four

Where was I? Was this all just a dream? Yes of course it was. Im gonna wake up in my own bed and my best friend Kylee is gonna walk in and jump on me, yelling at me too get up and get ready. No. I was in a hospital bed, wires were hooked up to me everywhere. My fingers were stained with blood. Then it hit me on what had happened. My best friend was dead. I looked around and saw nobody but my twin sister Teagan who was asleep. Where was mom? Dad? Anybody?

The door suddenly opened and my older brother ran inside "Your awake! You look great!" He shouted holding me in his embrace.

He had woken my sister up who looked up and squealed "Your awake!" She yelled running up and kissing my cheek.

I just wanted my mommy thats it.

"I wanted too die. I wanted a break from my problems, I gave up because Kylee did. I wanted too be in the same place as her so I tried to end things, how stupid can I be?" I said blinking back tears.

My brother shook his head "Jessica stop talking like that. It isnt your fault."

Just then my parents walked into the room, "Guys can you give us a moment?" They asked my siblings.

They nodded and exited smiling.

"Mom!" I screamed,

She hugged me as tight as she could without hurting me. I missed her. I missed her smell, her hugs, her smile, her food, everything.

"Dad!" I smiled, me and my dad were never close but I still loved him to death.

"So we've been thinking and we're thinking that were gonna bring you back home" said my mom smiling.

"Actually?" I questioned making sure she was being serious.

I was so excited but at the same time I wanted too be there for Rylie, and I wanted too see what would happen between me and Hunter.

I bit my lip "I-I dont know" I mumbled.

"What?" Asked my dad,

"I dont know" I repeated.

"How do you not know? I thought you hated boarding school?" Replied my mother confused

"I do, but the people are amazing!" I shouted.

"Think about it" said my dad quietly.

Three days later and they're finally letting me go. Thank god. Who knew the hospital sucked that bad. I climbed into the car and slammed the door shut

"are you okay?" Asked my dad nervously.

I nodded and smiled.

"Feeling better?" asked my sister Teags,

I nodded "yes. So much better" I felt so awkward in my own family. I pulled out my IPhone and texted Rylie 'Hey. I dont know if you know but I was in the hospital. Apparently I tried too kill myself. Holy shit.' I locked my phone and put it back in my pocket, do you think she knew? No of course not.

My bed. My house. My room. It felt great too be home, I didnt realize how much I missed this place until I got here. I took a deep breath and instantly felt better. Then my phone starting ringing...It was Rylie,

"Hello?" I questioned

"Jessie! Dude! What were you thinking? You cut yourself so badly I thought for sure you were dead on the spot." she yelled in between breaths.

I bit my lip "were you the one who called the ambulance?" I asked quietly. I heard her sigh

"Yes. I was the one who got scared, freaked out and called 911. Im sorry that I wanted you too live."

I lied down on my bed and hung up the phone. Rylie saved my life. Without her I might just be dead...She was my hero. I closed my eyes and pulled up the covers. Sleep. that's all I needed.

I woke up and it was 9:45. How long was I asleep? I threw off the covers and rubbed my eyes. I dragged my body down the stairs and headed towards the kitchen. That's when I froze at the bottom of the stairs. I heard yelling, lots of yelling. I peeked around the corner and saw my parents fighting, that's when I saw my dad raise his hand at my mom. K' no. I ran in the middle and pushed him sending him over.

"Mom! Are you okay?" I asked squeezing her tight.

"yes hun, im fine" she replied kissing my forehead.

i felt somebody tug on me and i landed straight on my ass. I looked over and gave my father a death glare.

"asshole" I mumbled getting up off the floor.

He stood up and yanked my wrist pulling me towards him "your a little bitch!" he shouted the strong smell of liquor escaping his mouth.

Last night was crazy. i didnt expect for any of it too happen. The cops showed up and arrested my dad, my mom is in the hospital getting checked too make sure everything is okay and me? well im sitting in the police station getting questioned.

"Did he assult you in anyway?" asked the tall blonde police officer.

"Well...he did pull me down onto my ass and he yanked on my wrist, does that count?" I replied nervous.

The lady nodded "We'll call you back into the station if we need anymore answers."

I rushed down the concrete steps and over too my black Ford Focus in the parking lot. i hit the unlock button expecting it to unlock, but it didnt. What? I started too panic so I hit the button again hoping for it too work. Nope. I shoved the key in the lock and twisted. Still no luck. I tried again and finally it worked, I got in the car and turned on the engine. With that I drove home. I opened the door too see Rylie, Hunter and all my old friends gathered around the living room.

"Rylie!" I screamed out, dropping my things and running over too her.

She gave me a bear hug "get ready we were going back too school" she squealed.