Is it me

Part 22

New pov

Devon's POV

I feel like shit man. This is all my fault. I never seen rain like that and to know it's because of me I feel like the scum of the earth. Rain hides her emotions so I did not know she was capable of doing some crazy shit like that.
Yeah I'll admit it I was texting brandy, I should have never did it but it was just conversation. She wanted to cop something then we started talking about cars and then the conversation went else where I know she was flirting with me but I wasn't gon do nothing with the girl. I know I'm still wrong but damn I don't know what to say or do to make it right. Talone going through it and know both them hurt because of me. This shit is crazy man

Mac POV

Man I don't even know what to say last night was crazy asf. Rain has always been cool and calm and to see her like that scared the shit out of me. Yeah devon was wrong asf but I can't speak on it that's my mans so I'm gon let him straighten that out, ht when it start to affect my family that's when I have to get on his ass.
Talone crying her eyes out getting mad at me this shit is just weird

I walk in Devon's room in my house he was sitting on the edge of the bed.
Me: you good bro
Devon: fuck no
Me: bro you fucked up fr I'm only telling you this cause you my man's. Rain been down why tf would you do that.
Devon: bro don't you think I fucking know that I already feel fucked up and you coming to do more damage get tf out of here with that.
Mac: I'm not trying to make it worse bro I'm just saying. They just called ta they admitting her into a mental health facility for 30 days

He looked up shocked asf
Devon: she don't need to be in a mental hospital she good
Me: nah talone told me she had history of snapping, and self harm but since you came around she been doing way better, but she guess she just relapse.
Devon: this shit is crazy bro when can we see her I got to talk to her.
Me: not til a week of evaluations bro

Devon just shook his head. I know this is gon be rough on devon and Talone. But ima help them get through it they my family.

~~~~one week late~~~~
Mac POV

We walk in the mental hospital and check in. They had us waiting 30 minutes saying it was they lunch time I know rain pissed she has to eat this food. After what seemed like forever they called us back. We walk down the long hallway and as soon as Talone seen rain she ran to her. They hugged for almost 5 minutes and crying. Rain had stitches and healed cuts on her arm. Once we sat down Talone and rain were just talking like me and Devon wasn't there she didn't even look Devon's way and I know this hurt my boys feelings. Rain cried and expressed she didn't want to be here and it was a mistake and she wouldn't do it again while Talone comforted her. I could tell they had her on medications cause she was not herself. She was shaking and I knew this would have a bad effect on ta. We visited for 30 minutes and it was time to go. Rain didn't want us to go and she screamed for Talone as they dragged her to the back. Talone broke down and I had to carry her out and Devon shedded tears in the back seat otw home.

3am

I heard Talone crying and sniffing in the bathroom I got up to see her laying in a pool of blood coming from her private area. When she looked up and saw me all she could do was apologize and cry.

After rushing her to the hospital she had a miscarriage. Now not only was devon and Talone depressed now I was depressed and then this led into even more bad decisions and sadness