Zhou Du was pecked by Shen Xi for a long time but couldn't recover.
save yourself?
Does a person like him deserve to be saved?
Zhou Du didn't know.
He never thought about it.
As long as he can remember, he has been deeply aware of what kind of family he lives in and how terrible his birth is, so he avoids the crowd, dare not communicate with others, like a lonely soul wandering outside .
The only courage that allows him to look up at the sky is that he wants to save those who have been deceived. Only in this way can he find a trace of the meaning of his existence.
Later, he couldn't even find the meaning of this existence, so he completely turned himself into a lonely soul who couldn't see the light.
He refuses to blend in with the crowd, refuses to communicate with others, and silently waits for the fate that God arranges for him, never daring to expect to step out of the shadows and touch the sunshine outside.
But it turns out that he himself can come out of the shadows?
Zhou Du closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and asked with a trembling voice: "Can I... really save myself?"
Shen Xi has experienced ups and downs today, crying and laughing, and he is already very tired Now, he leaned into Zhou Du's arms, yawned and said, "Of course, the light can illuminate the earth and purify everything, Zhou Du, come out, let the light drive away the filth that grows on you, maybe without you I imagined it so badly, okay..."
Shen Xi said, his tear-filled eyelids couldn't hold on any longer, they closed slowly, and fell asleep in Zhou Du's arms with shallow breathing.
In the darkness, Zhou Du was silent for a long time, and finally, as if he had made a big decision, he exhaled heavily, lowered his head slightly, and kissed Shen Xi's hair lightly: "Okay."
This night, even though the injury on Zhou Du's shoulder still throbbed from time to time, it didn't prevent him from sleeping soundly while hugging Shen Xi.
In the darkness, there was only the bean bag that had been thrown in the corner from beginning to end, whining and howling from time to time because of the pain on his body.
One night passed, the rain outside the cave did not know when it stopped, the sky was washed like green, and it was so clear that it seemed to be able to purify people's hearts. people's faces.
Zhou Du woke up first, the dazzling light hurt his eyes, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the person in his arms, and saw that Shen Xi was also frowning under the stimulation of the light, and hurriedly stretched out his hand Go and cover him.
After covering the sun, Shen Xi's frowning obviously calmed down, and his sleeping face gradually returned to tranquility.
His eyes are slightly closed, his thick eyelashes are slightly curled up, under the bridge of his beautiful and delicate nose, his pink lips are slightly pressed together, even if there is a strand of hair sticking to his lips, which ruins his sleeping face, it is still the same. It was so beautiful that Zhou Du couldn't move his eyes.
Zhou Du has been watching Shen Xi in this posture, breathing with his breathing, until Shen Xi has a tendency to wake up, he hastily withdrew his hand, staring out of the cave with a look of indifference.
After Shen Xi woke up, she got up from his arms, rubbed her sleepy eyes first, and then narrowed her eyes slightly to look at Zhou Du. Seeing that Zhou Du was also looking at him with his eyes open, she was taken aback for a moment, and asked: " When did you wake up?"
Zhou Du said calmly, " I just
woke up." "Oh." Seeing that Zhou Du hadn't woken up for a long time, Shen Xi was relieved, after all, his sleeping appearance was really bad, and Zhou Du didn't see it. His indecent side is fine.
After rubbing his eyes, Shen Xi also came to his senses, remembering the injury on Zhou Du's body, he immediately glanced over to look.
I saw the cloth that was still white yesterday, but now it has been stained dark red by the blood, and I can tell at a glance that Zhou Du must have not paid attention last night, pulled the wound, and the blood flowed out again.
Shen Xi's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked: "Your wound oozes blood last night, does it hurt?"
After being reminded by Shen Xi, Zhou Du remembered that he was still wounded, so he turned his head to look, He didn't feel anything and said : "It's okay."
He really didn't feel anything, and it's not uncommon for him to have been injured more seriously than this before. This time, after taking medicine and recovering overnight, he's much better now.
"Is there anyone who bleeds and hurts without pain, I'll show you." Fortunately, Zhou Du's pain fell on Shen Xi's ear, but he was reluctant, and he hurriedly stood up to look at the wound on Zhou Du's shoulder.
Zhou Du's heart warmed, and he refused, allowing Shen Xi to untie the cloth strips tied around his shoulders, even if he pulled a little wound, he didn't cry out for pain.
Shen Xi gently removed the strip of cloth, didn't look at the fresh blood on the strip of cloth, and the dark red blood on it had already dried up, so he patted his chest with ease: "It's okay, it's okay, it's nothing serious, everything is fine." It got wet last night."
Zhou Du hummed in no surprise.
Shen Xi threw away the bloody cloth in his hand, tore another piece of cloth from his inner garment, and said to Zhou Du: "I'm going to re-apply the medicine for you now, it may hurt a little, bear with it."
Zhou Du nodded: "Okay."
Shen Xi scraped off the medicine smeared on the wound yesterday, but he didn't see any deterioration of the wound, so he was relieved again, and poured the medicine powder on the wound gently, one side While frowning, he asked softly, "Does it hurt?"
Probably because the pain was numb, Zhou Du couldn't feel any pain at this moment. He moved his lips, just about to say it didn't hurt, but when the words reached his lips, He put the tip of his tongue against his upper jaw, and changed his voice: "A little bit."
"Ah," Shen Xi suddenly panicked, he knew Zhou Du, this person didn't even say it was in pain yesterday when it was so painful, but now that he said it was a little painful, it must be really painful. He bit his lip, because he was not prepared enough, and he didn't have any painkillers in his hands at this moment. Looking at the shocking scar on Zhou Du's shoulder, he could only say softly, "Why don't I show you, maybe It doesn't hurt anymore."
Zhou Du slipped his slightly itchy throat, and said again: "Okay."
Seeing that Zhou Du agreed, Shen Xi loosened the teeth that were biting his lips, and a shallow smile appeared on his lips Come on, raised the corners of his lips and blew gently on Zhou Du's wound.
The warm breath landed on the skin of Zhou Du's shoulders again and again, making his fingertips tremble slightly and his palms were wet with sweat, but there was no trace of it on his face.
Shen Xi blew for a while, but there was no response from Zhou Du, so he asked with a little worry: "Does it still hurt?"
Zhou Du pursed his lips lightly: "It's still a little bit."
"Then I'll blow it for you for a while." Shen Xi Without doubting anything, he lowered his head and obediently went to blow Zhou Du's wound.
After a long while, he stopped, and applied some medicine again to the wound where a lot of medicine powder had blown off, and bandaged it up again, and asked worriedly: "How?"
Zhou Du moved a little, but didn't feel anything wrong Question, nodded to Shen Xi: "That's right."
"That's good, although my craftsmanship is not as good as my little uncle's, but I can understand it a little bit." Shen Xi rarely heard hurtful words from Zhou Du's mouth , I was happy in my heart, and I spoke with a little complacency.
"Yeah." Zhou Du lowered his head to straighten his clothes, and at an angle that Shen Xi couldn't see, he slightly hooked the corner of his lips.
"Aww~"
Before Zhou Du had finished tidying up his clothes, Dou Bao limped over from the side with his injuries, stuck out his tongue and licked Zhou Du's feet, and stared at Zhou Du with pitiful eyes.
Zhou Du was stunned for a moment when he saw it.
The same is true for Shen Xi. After blinking, he suddenly remembered that he was patronizing Zhou Du last night, and he didn't care about the bean buns that were put aside. When he saw the bean buns, he not only remembered that he hadn't put medicine on the bean buns, but also remembered that he What did they do to Zhou Du.
A face suddenly flushed red.
He turned his head and glanced at Zhou Du's slightly pursed thin lips, and he didn't know where to put his eyes for a moment.
My lips and tongue feel hot.
Zhou Du's gaze collided with Shen Xi's, and he saw that he pursed his lips tightly, lowered his head, and his exposed ears were so red that they could bleed.
"What's the matter with you, your face is so red." Zhou Du raised his right eyebrow slightly, walked over proactively, stretched out his cool palm to touch his forehead, "It's still very hot, I caught a cold last night."
"No." It was fine if Zhou Du didn't mention the word last night, but the temperature on Shen Xi's face rose a little more when he mentioned it, his eyes turned to the side, not daring to look at Zhou Du's lips.
Zhou Du knowingly asked: "What's going on?"
"I..." Without the cover of darkness, Shen Xi's every move was under Zhou Du's nose. He didn't dare to look at Zhou Du, and he stuttered when he spoke.
"Wow~"
Doubao followed Zhou Du's feet for a while, but Zhou Du didn't pay attention to it, so it had to change its target and shift its gaze to Shen Xi.
When Shen Xi saw it, he squatted down as if seeing a savior, picked it up, and changed the subject: "I haven't put the medicine on the bean bag yet, so I'll put the medicine on it first."
Zhou Du glanced coldly at the ugly Doubao, and saw that the latter was snuggling comfortably in Shen Xi's arms, not looking in his direction, so he had to look away in displeasure.
Shen Xi quickly put good medicine on the bean bag, and forcibly suppressed the sense of shame in his heart. Since he has done everything, he has to admit it bravely.
So when Zhou Du waited for him to stand up again, there was no trace of shyness on his face, and he lowered his eyes secretly.
Shen Xi stood up, looked directly at Zhou Du and asked: "The wolves are all killed, what shall we do next?"
Zhou Du looked down at the bean bag, and asked Shen Xi: "Are you hungry?"
The two of them haven't had a drop of water since last night, Zhou Du has no appetite because of his injury, but Shen Xi can't.
"It's okay, not very hungry." Shen Xi shook his head, he doesn't have much appetite now either.
Zhou Du said directly: "Then go down the mountain."
Now that he is injured and staying on the mountain is not very safe, it is better to go down the mountain earlier.
Shen Xi had no objection, took his cloth bag to tidy up a bit, and left the cave with the bean bag in his arms. As soon as the two of them came out of the cave, they saw the clear sky outside, and they immediately felt much better. Shen
Xi smiled purely and said to Zhou Du: "Zhou Du, look, there will always be light after darkness."
He pointed out, why didn't Zhou Du know, he didn't follow Shen Xi's gaze to look at the sky, but lowered his head to look at Shen Xi, and said softly: "I know."
Shen Xi didn't notice anything, because the bean bag in his arms became restless , clamoring to jump from his arms. Shen Xi had no choice but to lower his head to appease it: "Good boy, the ground is very dirty."
The ground was very wet after it rained just now, and it was muddy when he stepped on it, Shen Xi naturally didn't want the bean bag to fall to the ground.
However, Zhou Du said indifferently: "Don't worry about it, wolves should have the wildness of wolves, not be raised as cats." After
hearing this, Shen Xi also felt that it made sense, and let go of his hand angrily.
Dou Bao broke free from Shen Xi's arms, jumped directly into the muddy water, and ran towards the woods in front of him.
Shen Xi asked Zhou Du puzzledly: "What is it doing?" "I don't know," Zhou
Du shook his head and suggested, "Follow me and have a look?"
Shen Xi nodded: "Okay."
With only the uninjured hand, she naturally stepped forward to hold Shen Xi's soft little hand, and took the initiative to interlock his fingers, locking his whole hand in her own, making him unable to break free.
As soon as Shen Xi's fingertips touched Zhou Du's hand, he was startled at first, but after realizing it, he looked at Zhou Du's face in shock, but he didn't see any expression on Zhou Du's face, and asked in imitation of Zhou Du's previous tone. Said : "Are you afraid that I will fall?"
Zhou Du pursed his lips, and directly denied: "No."
Shen Xi chased after the victory and asked: "Then why are you holding my hand?"
Zhou Du did not answer, holding my hand. His hand moved towards the direction where the bean bag was going, and after walking a few steps, he said slowly, "Think about it yourself."
"Let me think about what you said," Shen Xi said with a smile on his face as he walked with Zhou Du He couldn't even hide his intentions, "I think you just wanted to hold my hand, so you did."
Zhou Du passed for a long time, and when Shen Xi thought he would never speak again, he softly "hmm" One sound.
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