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by Juliusoffebay

by Juliusoffebay

:0 to my surprise he started typing first. it was quite a long time until i recieved the message.

him: hello horrible non artist

- my hands went cold instantly.

jul: ' How did you got my tag, why did you friend me?

him: I got your name listed in my clipboard to remember you.

jul: you made me uncomfortable

him: did I hurt your feelings

jul: of course

*Julius replied.*

jul: you were criticizing us right here.

him: and you took it personally
*he replied right after it was sent*

him: you have no reason to be mad if it's my opinion

jul: nobody cares about your opinion.

him: you'll learn from me
your art is good but not the best ive seen so far, as a person should learn that not everybody is favor you and your talent

*at this point julius start to second guess his thoughts.*

jul: talent? you called my art bad just earlier.

I mean, he's not wrong. now that ive gone older, got better.
I look at my art and noticed a lot of anatomy errors. pretty lazy and I would be made fun of if sarcasm is forhibited,
and realized he was just being honest back then.honestly he was nice enough to be impressed..but that doesnt mean we're good now

I denied him.
jul: youre not going to sweet talk me out of this.

him: oh really.

jul: yeah...

him: what's your dream job?

*I got confused.*

in my whole life I dreamed about being an architect.
Im confident about being one someday getting a degree and being a successful one, I tried not to be lazy but I was and its my choice :(

jul: an architect... why?

him: architect huh, you'd look like youd make a good one.

jul: thanks it's actually my dream at any means but not a lot of people supports it.

him: see? like I said earlier.

him: not gonna lie your art do look like it is a fucked up scribble on a paper

jul: that's what they said.

I felt downcasted

him: well that's your dream, I cant do shit if you're gonna be a failure nor worry if you're gonna have a piece of shit reputation with it, but do not let it stay a **dream*
you're underestimating your ability to be successful.
work yourself while you're young nobody cares about your dreams until you eventually accomplish

my frown turned upside down, suddenly I notice myself smiling for such bitter sweet advice

jul: you're being mean but thanks.

him: nice

the chat became silent and akward. but I wanna know more from this guy. he was suddenly nice to me and I don't understand why.

him: im gonna unfriend you

jul: wait are you apologizing?

him: thats a waste of conscience for a stranger I dont know

jul: we could get to know each other or talk about other topics whatevers in your mind, your choice!

him: do you not have friends

jul: I-