For the world that can never be ours.

''you promised me forever.'

Hello reader,
I'm the writer of this story. you are going to be in my point of view each chapter.
I won't name myself but you could call me julius~
currently 16 y/o

I poured my mind into this. so let me tell you a story about myself being hopless romantic w/ my biggest crush.
I still remember the first day I found this boy..

(I do not remember when but lets just say it was evening that time)
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I was chatting with a couple of people inside a mid fight masses server
Ive been supporting the positive side of this fandom over a year until now
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a friend of mine
she have introduced me to some well known artists and also the person who sent me the server invite in discord, I joined as I barely make friends and maybe this time, ill try socializing.
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let's admit, for us introverts, remember when we've been through this one situation where you feel overwhelmed meeting new faces and new people, talented artists, influencers even more.

October 19, 2022

those people in the group chat
It was the day I started to get comfortable with them. They welcomed me warmly and almost everyone there is very friendly, caring and respectful to each other
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I mean of course that doesnt sound believable, they would normally insult each other in a loving way.
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friends often do that but as for me I was once inside a group of friends but it fell apart from lack of understanding and eventually torn. I'm alone.
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it has became that ive became more sencere, started being talkative
for the instance, I happen to meet my idolized artist
Ive known them from tiktok with around 450k+ followers that time, her artstyle is amazing.
they're also dating another big artist and his name is selever. the server comes active commonly because he introduced most of us to a lot of pretty interesting lores, he's very open minded and

aaa.. very gay to everyone.
he manage to pulls almost all of us selever simps in that server
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he owns a mod with his friend robin, anemone's fall, non canon parents of ruv.
Roza married with Anatole.
ngl they're both HOT AS FU

October 22, 2022

I was focusing on my own business, scrolling on  tiktok until a notif popped up from discord. and Interesting one, I checked it out and it turns out it's getting raided by a single person. A selever user. it wont be a surprise if he was toxic I found most of selever roleplayers I see pretty adorable,
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I thought that and oh my god
until he went hysterical and started to name everyone extremely racist names for over every ethnic and increases everyone's insecurity by harrassing them and their art. he've also raided a lot more servers that it isnt only ours
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at first the server find him funny and and they're cool with it
moments later admins and pretty much doesnt look so impressed with vile actions. with a power to ban a member did not hesitate and banned him. I was one of those victims
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I found out he sends g*re, P*rnography, Impulsive videos, death threatened, supported incest, made fun of the lgbtq community and underestimated women like a lot. he also scared a lot of children and reffered with some people in the platform with all of the above. threatening them

the news came to me that he sends g*re, unexpected jumpscare, P*rnography, Impulsive videos, death threatened, supported incest, made fun of the lgbtq community and underestimated women like a lot. he also scared a lot of children in the platform with all of the above.