tamber-scream 5

23: Hospital Again

tw:mentions of self harm

Tara's POV
Ambers been in the hospital for a day now. I haven't left her bedside. I keep rereading her note, trying to figure out why my perfect Amber would do this. Looking at her like this makes me want to cry. She hasn't woken up, her chance of full recovery is still not 100%.

I grabs her hand and just keep it close to me. "Please Amber, wake up." I whisper. I just sit there, staring at her.

Nobody else has came to see her. Her parents know but they don't care enough to see their own daughter. Sam texts me:
sam: where are you? you haven't been home in almost 2 days.
tara: hospital
sam: what? why?
tara: just come please
sam: i'm on my way.

I know Amber might not want Sam here but I need her right now. In about 10 minutes Sam walks in the room. "What the hell happened?" Sam asks, her mouth drops. I start to tear up, "Amber, she..she." I say. Sam walks over to me and hugs me. "What happened Tara." Sam says. "She cut herself, I saw her. There was so much blood. Sam why would she do this?" I say as a I start crying again. "Oh my god." Is all Sam says. "She left me a note." I say. "What did it say." Sam asks. I hand her the note, she reads

I swear I see tears form in Sams eyes for a second before she blinks them away. "I'm so so sorry Tara." Sam says. I just hug Sam tighter. "I can't loose her. I can't." I say as I cry harder. "What have the doctors said?" Sam asks. "Her chance of full recovery is like 50/50 still and she hasn't woken up yet so I really don't know." I say. "She's gonna be okay." Sam says. "Sam, I love her, I can't loose her. I just cant, she's my everything." I say as I cry. "I know"Sam says. "Do her parents know?" Sam asks. "Sam, her parents don't care. They don't give a shit about her." I say.

Sam leaves after about an hour. I just stare at the beautiful girl. I still cant believe she would do this. I see her eyes flicker open. "Amber!" I say as I grab her hand again. "Tara." She says weakly. I run to get a doctor. The doctor comes back and checks her IV's and says her chance of survival is good and she should make a full recovery. "I'm sorry." She says as a tear runs down her check. "No No it's okay. It's okay. I'm here, I haven't left you and i'm not going to it's okay i love you." I say. "I love you." She says. She squeezes my hand, "Did you read the note?" Amber asks. "Yes." I say as I start to cry again. "I'm sorry Tara I'm sorry." Amber says. "It's okay love it's okay, but next time can you just please talk to me." I say. "Yeah i'm sorry." She says. "Are you feeling okay?" I ask her. "I'm tired." She says. "Go to sleep, i'll stay with you" I say. "Come here." She says as she points to the spot next to her in the hospital bed. I lay down next to her, she lays her head on my shoulder and just cries. I just hold her and let her cry into me. "I love you, thank you for staying." She says. "I love you too." I say, I pull her closer to me.

     She slowly falls asleep, I kiss her forehead and let her sleep.

    The doctor comes in and says that their gonna keep Amber overnight for observation but she should be able to leave tomorrow.

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only 7 more chapters till i end this story :(. but i'm writing another tamber story, the first two chapters are out now. <3