the orphan child

Dearest me

I close my phone and close my eyes agian , I try to breath normally as I can *mom what's going on* I hear Stella ask *well you sister skipped school , don't say me you skipped as wel* she say *mom no I was studying and I said getting a adopted child is problems , their parents leaved them for a reason*I hear Stella say , ouch that hurted really bad . I get up and look in the mirror . Im happy that I don't have puffy eyes , I open toilet door and walk straight upstairs *madison *I hear my mother say , should I even call her my mother I don't . I'm in my room and I lock it . I go sit on my floor and try to calm myself down

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Pov Madison
I stand up and walk to my bed . I look under it and I pick my dairy . I don't if this will calm me down but I  can try

Dear my
I hate this day , I really hate it . Emma and I were just talking about something and than an random comes out of no where . I was the one agreeing that she can sit with us . But then she told me her name , Layla. I hate that name with all my life . I know that she didn't do anything wrong but someone else did . Than after I heard I her name I thought back to the orphanage. How a hell it was there and how much I hate Layla. After that I lied that I was sick and could go home . I didn't go home , I don't know why I didn't I go home . I was drawing when I saw lucas , first I thought he was stalking but he was just walking his dog . I asked him why he broke Stella's heart . He probably got irritated by me asking that. Than my mother called me and said where are you why are you skipping school , she wouldn't even let me talk . Than she arrived where I was and she was mad she said madly step in . The ride home she was asking why I skipped school I lied that I was sick but she didn't believe it.  When we got home I went straight to the toilet . Than I heard my mother say *I don't why she's acting like this I thought she was sweet kid* and other stuff. Than Stella probably came home and said some stuff about me to . She said "mom no I was studying and I said getting a adopted child is problems , their parents leaved them for a reason" i am crying while writing this . But not loud crying just quiet crying . I thought I could give Stella a change but I think she's bad just like Layla

I stop writing , i wipe my tear . I go back to the pages to read maybe I find it comforting or something

Dearrrr meee
I turned 7 today , I'm so big already I wished my parents were here but they're not and they're probably never be . I am still happy that I'm a old woman , I made a big painting to sell . We have each year a talent day and that's a kid get a change to show their talent, this year is me , I just can't believe I am chosen this year . Tomorow is the big day , I'm so happyyyy . Is a really big thing in town , almost everyone in town will see my drawing . Oh a woman is yelling for my to get inside for the special people are here , byeee future me . They didn't chose me

I turn the page , to read more

Dearrr meeeee
It the day , the big day . I can't wait for people to see my talent well if I have one.  The boss of this place loves my drawings, he calls it art . I asked him once what that meant and he said that it means "Madison art is something special drawing , they have emotions in it " he said . So my art is special , omgg it is timeeee yayyy . First when I walked in I saw a red flag hanging before my drawing . This is gonna be so good .I look around , a lot of people are here . What if they hate it and it gets no sell .I walk forward to the stage and than I  trip over someone's foot *watch out where you walk ugly girl* hear Layla say . They're starting laughing , I quickly stand up and walk fast to the stage , I'm gonna hold my tears . The boss comes up the stage *LADYS AND GENTLEMEN WELCOM WELCOM TO THE TALENT SHOW WERE WE LOOK FOR GOOD TALENT AND BUYERS OFCOURE* he says . All the people start laughing at his joke , I don't see why is funny . I know that they're special people somewhere there so this has to go good *NOW WE HAVE YOUNG WOMAN MADISON JONES GIVE AN APPLAUSE FOR HER* says the boss . Everyone is clapping , everyone is clapping for me? *do you want to say anything Madison * he asks . I nod he brings the microphone to me *I wanna say that I spend a lot of time on this and I hope y'all will love it* I say , they start clapping agian , I give back the microphone. *THAN LADYS AND GENTLEMEN HERE IS THE ART FROM MADISON JONES* he says  . The red flag falls , everyone gasps . I look confused at everyone , why does everyone have shocked faces . I look at my painting and it is destroyed they are every where scratches and holes . It ruined , my drawing is totally ruined , my day is ruined . I hear Layla and her group giggling *UHM THE TALEND DAY IS BEING CANCELED FOR THIS YEAR* I hear the boss say . I look only forward . The boss comes to me *are you okay* he asks I don't give an answer I just can't speak , I start breathing fast , then fast and fast

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How I love cliffhangers