006 / WORRIED AND WONDERING
ETHAN had told DESTINY he would be busy at the studio all week long, so she understood that the two of them wouldn't be seeing each other, but she was a little disappointed when he hadn't even texted her, or replied to the messages she sent him. she didn't know if he was just straight up ignoring her, or if he was just too busy to answer.she wanted to believe the second option, but how could he be that busy? surely he got breaks and could sit on his phone long enough to answer her. and the worst thing about it was, DAVID and DARRIAN was with him, and she had texted them, and they replied.
it was giving her the idea that he was avoiding her, and because of it, it was putting a bunch of things in her head. she was trying to not overthink something so little, but she couldn't help but think negative.
she wondered why she even cared so much about talking to the boy, and then the whole feelings thing came to her mind. did she like him? did she have feelings for him? she didn't know, but the way she was stressing about him, the answer was most likely.
one thing DESTINY disliked about herself, was that she fell for people too fast and too easily. most of the time she would feel awkward around them, so it was more of an obsession of attachment thing. she didn't know what it was with her and NOTTI or what it was going to be, she just hoped it would be more than obsession or attachment.
she decided not to sit and stress over it, if he was avoiding her than he wasn't worth her time, and if he was too busy to answer, she'd just wait until he wasn't busy. she had been invited to another party, which she had been debating wether or not to go to, but she decided on going.
she was only hesitant because MADDY wouldn't be there with her, as she had gotten in trouble for lying to her mom about where she was. she would be with some of her other friends, friends that she only hung out with when they'd be at party's or something along those lines.