Black widow~Simon 'Ghost' Riley

141 is your family now(ep 1.)

The black widow is what they called you never liked it but never said anything correction never wrote anything you can speak just chose not to why? Two words...childhood trauma.

Doesn't matter know you are on your way to your room and was about to op-"WIDOW!" You here someone yell you turn around a rookie

You gave him a 'what' look "shepherd he's looking for You" you just nod and leave to the meeting room

You knock

"Come in widow"

You open the door to find shepherd and find him sitting in the table with four other men

"Widow take of your mask please you know the rules no mask if not in a mission" you just nod and take of your mask

"This is captain price he will be taking care of you and these are his men. ghost ,soap and gaz"inside you wanted to laugh soap hah what name is that

Shepherd speaks "They know her as black widow she is to walk up to with caution as the black widow kill is fast" "how fast" price asks "very ,she doesn't talk no one know why if she does it's in Russian" everyone look at you like criminal why?russia are mostly are enemies or just learned it for fun ( fav scene from a movie👍)"это не вина крыс, что они рождаются в змеиной клетке"[it's not the rats' fault that they are born in a snake cage] "what did she say?" "I've picked up in Russia for her she said "it's not the rats' fault that they are born in a snake cage" . "Shepherd answers price's questions

"Widow 141 is your family now until further notice and you will obey price's order now understood?" You just nod"go on the. Your dismissed get your stuff"you nod and leave

Ghost pov:
We met our new addition to the team price asked us if we you'd like to go we all agreed

We got there and soon after we met her? Or him?

"Widow take of your mask please you know the rules no mask if not in a mission"ah it's a she shepherd continued to talk i spaced out

After a while she left don't know why oh she probably went to get her stuff shepherd gave us a file about her"what's her actual name?"price asked "we don't know she just got a name so we call her y/n she said it ringed a bell so we just call her y/n" "so she doesn't have a name" "and no identification not even in presidential file it's like she just dropped from no where" weird if you ask me no name no identification

"Does she know English?"soap ask"we think since she writes in English" that's good not no need to learn Russian

Back to your pov:

I got to my room to find köing sitting on my bed "oh widow I'm sorry i though you where in your room and i thought something happened to you"köing said with fear in his voice i took out my pen and note pad 'it's ok köing im leaving to go to a team called 141 I'll miss you' i wrote and gave it to him "oh I'll miss you to widow i hope to see you soon can i give you a hug?" I nod he quickly gave me hug I'm not a fan of hugs but he could brake like glass and im gentle with him and i enjoy his presence as well he's my only exception to hugs he then left telling me good luck with them

I packed up everything i have even my keys to my car and motorcycle and all of my knives and guns and loots of different mask i have 'shit i forgot my mask in the meeting room köing saw me with out my mask shit he was probably grossed out by my scars fuckkkkk' i though to myself

I quickly put on my other mask on walked my way back to the meeting room no one was inside i grab my mask and leave to the base and look around for 141 i find them talking about something that was in folder pointing to it

Probably about me i was well feared everywhere i went country's left in fear from me but also thanking me from taking down there terrorist

I always like getting my hands dirty and i always will

"Ah widow come on you get to ride shotgun with me let the men take your bag"price said and i just nod .The man that i laughed about grabbed my bag from my hand and took it in the back with them i was quick to get in the jeep and sat to wait it didn't have a roof or doors it was just open it was early so the sun was coming up he started the heel and made our way to my new base air hits my skin it was nice the sun out a bright and sun on my skin as long with air this is the life

I haven't felt like this ever i first got into the military but quickly changed when when i got out the car since i was new back then i would get pushed and got called freak with my mask on

But this felt nice hopefully they treat nice " hey kid what your favorite song maybe i have "he say 'i like y/f/s' you write down and give it to him and he passed it back to the men who are looking at dvds with song label's

"Found it"says the man with Scottish accent and gives you your note pad 'what's your name again?' You write down he gives you the dvd and you give him your note pad as well with your pen

You insert the dvd and start to humming the song"here"say the dvd man 'soap or Johnny:)' you quickly write 'Scottish man' under it and write 'mask man' a point down arrow and hand it to him pointing at the 'what's you name?' Question again he writes down his name under 'masked man
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'Ghost'
And gives your note pad and do the same to the man who was eating crisps ( chips) and write down his name and give you your note pad you look down at it to see all the writing done on it

'whats your name?'
'soap or johnny'
' Scottish man'
'masked man
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'ghost'
'man that like to eat crisps'
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'gaz'

you smile they where nice enough to write there name you look back at then and smile and nod .how weird you never smiled why now?your thoughts where disturbed by price "shepherd said you never smile i gusse our first impression was nice huh?"my smile gets bigger and nod very fast almost getting a headache

"what you want for breakfast?" "DENNYS!" "NO IHOP" "DENNYS" "IHOP" gaz and soap arguing "HEY!" price yells making them stop and look at him "you guys are probably scaring her with your screams cut. it. out. we are going McDonalds." i remembered something about my so called "childhood" i never got fast food mostly bread or dog food so i nervous to eat it

'is it good?' i write down and gave it gaz since he probably has good taste with food "yeah its good have you never tried it ?" i shook my head no he looks at me confused "wheres your childhood?" my eyes open wide no one ever asked my leg started to bounce with that nervous feeling every where in my body ghost finally speaks up"leave her alone gaz she doesn't feel like talking about it" "sorry didn't mean offend you i did read your fiel-" gaz gets slapped in the back his head by soap " bro you made this more weird" soap looks at me "sorry not good with his words i just nod

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after a while we get to mcdon? or whatever its called they made me laugh and smile a bit with there jokes they almost made me talk but i quickly shut my mouth i never talked since the red room never let me i would get hurt if i did so i keep my mouth shut

i want to talk to them but im afraid they might hurt me so i ask price if i can talk by writing it down after we got food gaz order me some nuggets? dont know what they are but i trust his food choice

i give my note to price he look at me with shook on his face" but shepherd said you-Yes of course you can dont even have to me kid your free to do want you want" i smile with tear drops in my eyes i gusse first impression do matter

i felt happy with them they where my family i will never let anything to do them id kill for them the all look at me with food in there mouth "wut?"soap ask"nothing just keep eating " i tell him "oh o- WAIT YOU TALKED!!!" i nod "NO KEEP TALKING YOUR VOICE SOUNDS SO SWEET"gaz and soap say i laugh at them bc there mouth is full with food soap swallows his food"HOLY SHIT" he screams out gaz slaps his head" dumb ass there kids here"

ass but wow i hope u enjoy my book👍 it's so fucking cringe to me but yeah👍🤨