Hey guys! I'm really sorry for the lack of chapter lately. I was writing when I had time and my power was out for a couple days, so I didn't have WiFi. I use my iPad to write on watt pad and I forget my password so I couldn't log in on a phone or anything that had wifi.(classic me😒) but it's finally back🎉 💁🏼I am making this chapter extra long since I haven't updated recently. Thank you guys for understanding!- Michelle💕
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Nash's POV
I could not believe that Caroline tried to kill herself. I feel so ashamed, like its my fault. I think it is my fault, but i don't know why. So right now Natalie and I are staring at each other in shock. You can see the tears building in her eyes. But why? Why would she be crying? All Caroline has done to Natalie is treat her like shit. And now she's crying because she got hurt? I really don't understand girls. (Idek😂) but anyways, I decided to get the remote and turn the tv off. After that, I took her hand and we sat down on my bed.
Natalie's POV
I can't believe that Caroline did this to herself. But why? I'm basically crying my eyes out right now and Nash just looks confused. "Why are you crying?" He asked "Really Nash? A girl that I know just tried to kill herself while she's pregnant and your asking why I'm crying!?" I said kind of raising my voice. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's just all Caroline has done to you is been rude to you and has basically just tried to bully you and your crying when she gets hurt. I just don't get why." He said calmly. "Nash, I don't care that she has been mean to me. The fact that someone would want to kill themself and especially while they are pregnant just breaks my heart. This for me is like watching the Titanic and not getting upset, you don't know them but you're sad when one of them dies." I say still a little shaken up. "Ok. I'm sorry calm down." He said again calmly. "And the worst part is that I don't know why she did it. She wasn't the one being bullied, it was me! I feel like I am the reason for her death and that just makes me feel extremely horrible." I said barely audible. For the next 10 minutes Nash was just calming me down. "Are you okay now?" He asked. "Yeah I'm fine now thanks for asking" "No problem beautiful, do you want to watch a movie or something?" "Yasssss" he laughed as I answered that. "Okay you're obviously fine now" he said still laughing. "Yeah, I am." "Good, what do you want to watch?" "I don't really care. You pick". "Okay how about Insidious?" He said smirking. "NASH OH MY GOSH YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I GET" I said practically screaming. "You told me you watch horror movies all the time" he said a little confused. "Yeah I do but I know that you just want me to be scared and cuddle up to you." I said. "Yeah you're right. But do you still want to watch it?" "Okay fine." "Yayy!!" He said. All I could do was laugh. We put it in and I was a lot more scared than usual and I don't know why. ( this might be a very minor spoiler but woops😉) as the figure appeared behind Josh when Lorraine was telling her nightmare, I practically jumped onto Nash. All he was doing was smirking. As I jumped, I accidentally put my hand on the remote and paused it. It took me a minute to actually realize that the movie wasn't playing. I tried to start playing it but Nash shoved the remote away. "Nash, what the hell?" I can't believe I said that. Nash never heard me curse. Even though that word isn't really really really bad. "Woah Natalie I never knew you could do that". He said in a sarcastic tone. "Ha ha ha very funny now give me the remote so we can continue watchi..." my words faded as Nash stared into my eyes. My gosh this boy makes me feel ways that I didn't know I could feel. My only reaction was smashing my lips against his. Nash kissed back right away which started a heated makeout session. After about 8 minutes we got a call from our principal. "Hello?" Nash said. "Hello, Nash. Is Natalie with you?" Mr. Smith said. "Yes, she is." "Okay, great. Can you please put me on speaker?" "Yeah, sure" *puts it on speaker(idk😂)* "Hello, kids. I just want to ask if you have heard about Caroline?" "Yes." I answered weakly. "Ok, I see you are upset. Well, her Father contacted me asking if I could get a hold of you two. Caroline would like to see you at the hospital." "Oh ok! That would be great!" I said. "Okay. She is at Bucktonvill Hospital." "Okay! Thank you so much." I said very happily. "My pleasure. Have a good rest of your day."Thank you. You too." Nash said. And with that, he hung up. "Okay, you wanna get going?" Nash asked. "Yeah, let's go." I answered.
*skip to hospital*
As soon as we got in, we went to the front desk. "Hello, how may I help you?" The girl at the desk said. She looked about 21ish and I could tell she was eyeing up Nash, which made me very angry. "Yes, we are looking for Caroline Paxton." Nash said. "Okay, hottie I'll check right now for you. " She said with a wink. I swear If she does anything more I will punch her in the face. "okay.. Thanks." Nash said a little unsure. He gave my hand a reassuring squeeze which made me feel better. "She is in room 243. Hope your stay goes well" she said biting her lip. I'm about to explode. Like does she not see me stand right next to him!? "Ok thank you." Nash said basically showing he wasn't interested. "Oh, and here. Call me someti-" I cut her off. "Okay that's enough sweetheart. We'll be going now thanks." I said showing my anger. Then I kissed Nash. Both made me feel better. When we got up to her room we knocked on the door then went in. "Caroline?" I whispered, making her wake up. "Who's there?" she asked confused. "It's us, Natalie and Nash. I'm so sorry about whatever made you do this." I said kind of teary eyed. "It wasn't you. It was just that I took another pregnancy test to make sure that I was soft sure pregnant and I didn't see a girl in the bathroom when I put it in the trash. She went off and told everyone. I was getting hate and I couldn't take it. Everyone was saying that I was a worthless piece of shit, a whore, slut, and shouldn't be breathing anymore. I thought that they were all right so I tried to end it." She said weakly. "No one should ever feel that way. I am so sorry. Are you okay?" I said sounding as weak as she did. "Well, I guess so. I'm not getting any hate anymore but I still was very close to dying so I am still very shaken up. Thank you guys for coming I think I want to rest now." "Okay, see you later. Get well soon!!" I said and gave her a hug and so did Nash. We waved goodbye and with that, we left.
*monday at school*
Natalie's POV
I was in the middle of the hallway walking to my locker when a saw something sticking out of it. I took it out and looked at it. It was a note from Nash asking me to prom! I forgot prom was on Friday! After I read it I turned around and saw Nash standing there with a "Will You Go To Prom With Me?" Sign and I started tearing up. I ran up and hugged him. And everyone around us was cheering and clapping. "Thank you so much Nash! I love you! "I love you too, Natalie" he said. And we kissed an everyone went crazy! This is the best day at school by far!!
I cannot wait till Friday.
*skip to Friday after school*
Nash's POV
when I got home from school I decided to go try on my tux. It surprisingly fit very well. After that I just decided to sit on my bed and watch some football. I was really tired after a long week of school so I decided to take a small nap.
*1 hour,30 minutes later*
I woke up and it was about 5:15. I have to get Natalie for prom at 6:50 so i should probably start getting ready. First, i took a shower, then put my tux back on, after I fixed my hair so it was in a quiff, and finally I freshened up a little bit. So, I brushed my teeth, put on cologne, and cleaned my mouth out with mouth wash. I then went downstairs ate an apple and watched some tv before it was time it go.
Natalie's POV
Prom was in a few hours, so I had to get ready. I first took a shower and shaved my legs and under arms. I then proceeded dry off. I usually let it air dry but I didn't have as much time as I usually do, so I blow dried it. After that I went back into my room and started on my makeup. For the face, I put on foundation,then some concealer, and used a powder to blend it together. I decided to do a small amount of contorting and than I mixed a light and dark pink blush and put the mix on. For the eyes, I decided to do a smokey eye with white, pink, and black eyeshadows. Than I filled in my brows with a dark brown color and shaped them. (Always have to be on fleek😉) I finished the eyes off with curling my eyelashes than putting on false lashes to make them stand out. I rarely do this. I then put on some mascara to blend my real lashes and glass lashes together. Finally I put on some eye liner and winged it out. For the lips, I put on a light pink lip liner and filled my then in. Than I put on a lip stick the same shade and my look was complete. I then decided to put on my dress. It was strapless with the top sequence like silver and the bottom a flowy blue style and then I put my silver, sparkly strap heels on and my shimmery heart earrings on. After that, I decided to do my fair. I curled it, and put some up into a small ponytail. (Whole look is in the beginning sorry) a few minutes later I heard the doorbell ring. My mom opened the door and because she's loud I could hear her talking to Nash. I then went down the hallway and started walking down the stairs. My parents looked at each other like they were proud and Nash looked mesmerized. I started blushing like crazy. "Wow. You look.... beautiful." Nash said still amazed. "You don't look to bad your self I said playing with the upper part of his tux. After my mom took 500 pictures we went outside and headed to his car. As soon as I was about to open it Nash stopped me. "Don't you want to go to prom?" I said laughing a little. "Yeah, and we are going in that." He said pointing to a limo across the street. "Oh. My. God. Nash!! Thank you so much." I said hugging him as tight as I possibly could. "No problem beautiful. Anything for you." He said back. I didn't know he would go this far. The Edie there was quiet, not an awkward quiet, but a relaxing quiet. One where we were both just admiring everything around us. When we got there Nash opened my door and helped me out. We walked in hand in hand getting admired by other couples. This night is going to be so much fun, I can already tell.
*1hr,50 min later*
We were dancing, laughing, talking, singing(horribly😂), and overall just having a blast. It was time for the slow dance, yes. Nash looked at me with a "you ready?" look. I had my arms around is neck and his hands were on my waist and we were just swaying from side to side, just staring into each others eyes.this moment was magical. I know it sounds cliché but it really was. After the dance I decided to check my phone since I haven't all night. I had gotten a voice mail from a number I didn't recognize but they left a message so I went out into the hallway to listen to it. "Hello, this is the Bucktonvill Hospital. We would like to inform you about the death of Caroline Paxton we are very so-" I hung up right then and there I was in such shock that I dropped my phone and slid down the wall. I could feel tears forming in my eyes I could not believe this. I must have been there for a few minutes because Nash came to get me. As soon as he saw me he rushed over. "Oh my God Natalie what happened!?" "Caroli-ine d-d-die-d" I said well enough for him to hear because his face was almost as shocked as mine. He helped me up, I grabbed my phone which was perfectly fine, and we left without saying a word. The limo was still there because Nash payed him to stay here the whole time and we got in without saying a word. We were both in full shock mode and could barely even move let alone talk. I never thought I would shed a tear for this girl. Yet I have cried an ocean for her in the past 2 weeks. This was not how I thought tonight would be.
