Chapter 84 Shang Lu X Fang Qi Nian (5)

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Shang Lu asked Lao Liu to take Fang Qinian to see a psychiatrist every week, and also hired a professional nurse to stay in the hotel to cook nutritious meals and give him nutritional injections.

  He stipulated that Fang Qi must gain a certain amount of weight within a year, and if he was too thin, he would be fired.

  All Fang Qinian's anxiety came from the fear of "unemployment". Shang Lu used this to deal with him, and it hit the nail on the head.

  Anorexia is a disease that is psychologically excessive to physical. Usually, the difficulty in treatment lies in the patient's lack of cooperation-the patient's desire to be thin exceeds any other desire, and even creates a sense of guilt for eating.

  But strictly speaking, what Fang Qinian is afraid of is not being "fat", but what he is afraid of is being abandoned by Shang Lu and becoming nothing.

  With almost no resistance, he began active treatment, eating all the food prepared for him by a nutritionist, and cooperating with a psychologist to relieve inner pressure.

  Even if the treatment was timely, Fang Qinian's anorexia didn't get worse, and it got better little by little. But in fact, the biggest anxiety is still there. He is still afraid, afraid that he will be cured completely, and Shang Lu will abandon him sooner or later.

  Shang Lu came very rarely this year, usually only once every three or four months. In order to make him feel that he is slowly getting better and has great value, Fang Qinian grooms himself more carefully.

  He read a lot to cultivate his temperament, and even looked at the two photos of Mei Zixun on the Internet over and over again, hoping to imitate her demeanor.

  His efforts paid off.

  If Shang Lu was just a picky and indifferent audience before, he always looked down upon Fang Qinian who played the role of "God" in his mind. After Fang Qinian devoted himself to practicing and sharpening his acting skills, this situation changed drastically.

  When Fang Qinian showed the same smile as Mei Zixun, Shang Lu would always lose his mind for a moment, and then he would let go of all his defenses and resistance, and become very talkative. He could no longer remain indifferent to Fang Qi Nian.

  This gave Fang Qinian a new idea. He suddenly discovered that he could also take the initiative and become the game player holding the golden key.

  So holding the golden key in his hand, he began to think about how to use it better, and figured out the routine little by little in practice.

  For example, when Shang Lu came to his residence late at night with a tired face, he would pat the seat next to him and ask him to sit down.

  "Let me press your head for you, it will help relieve fatigue."

  Shang Lu looked at him, hesitated for a while, and was finally defeated by the faint smile on his lips. He threw the suit in his hand on the sofa and walked towards him.

  Fang Qinian had a faint smell of oil paint, which he rubbed onto his clothes on purpose in the afternoon. He believes that this smell will make Shang Lu more "into the play" than any perfume smell.

  Shang Lu lay on his back on his lap and slowly closed his eyes.

  Fang Qinian's slender and slender fingers gently pressed on his temples, and rubbed them with a certain force.

  "Is there anything bothering you recently?" He asked with concern.

  Shang Lu didn't answer at first, but after a long time, when Fang Qinian thought he had fallen asleep at the speed of light, he slowly said: "My little bird has grown up and become more and more disobedient .”

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