💜💜💜Chapter~18💜💜💜

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Y/N'S POV:-

I have to at least live a life.. I can't stay broken like this forever...

Looking at my reflection in the mirror.. I look like a whole other person... Dull-looking skin like a corpse with lifeless eyes... My smile is long gone...

I have to change it

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I have to change it... for him....

With a deep sigh... I swing open the giant door of Jin's restaurant with a fake smile plastered on my face "Hello Jinie~" I greeted Jin trying my best to be cheerful which ended up sounding awkward.

"Hey Y/N! How are you feeling??" Please don't ask... I'm trying my ass off to be cheerful here... please don't remind me of my sadness..

"I-I'm good" I gave him an assuring smile but I know he was not buying any of my pretentious looks.. Letting out a sigh and instantly dropping my act I admit "Actually... No, I'm not"

 No, I'm not"

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"I.... can see that.. How bout ummm... I teach you how to cook Membosha today. You were nagging me to teach you the other day" He tried his best to smile which I appreciate a lot... but I kinda feel bad ya know... where ever I go.. I create this awkward atmosphere... Thinking that I'm the source of this awkwardness torments me again and again...

How did my happy and carefree life become depressing?? Remembering that day how he was dragged away which was supposed to be a romantic magical night... showing her first ever singing performance... I wanted to remember it beautifully but whenever I think of his performance all I can remember is how we were torn apart...

Should I just stay hidden in my shabby room?? Should I just avoid everyone... The pity looks that I'm getting are too much for me to handle.. I know I shouldn't run away from problems but... It's really hard...

My deep thoughts were instantly snatched away by a very unexpected person making me look like a clown... WHAT THE HELL??? Who was I worried for?? Why was I broken for??

There entering Jimin with a girl grinning from ear to ear... I was so sad and depressed for this person who was laughing and giggling his heart out with his fiancée.. IN FRONT OF MEE!!

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