So apperintly my friend faked her death. My fucking god. I just wanna kill myself. Why would she do that?! I feel betrayed and sad and angry and, and dead. I don't wanna do anything. But today is my grandmas birthday. I'm talking with Julian on the phone and hear him having fun and I'm sitting here trying so hard not to cry or stab myself to death......╥﹏╥ it sucks being betrayed like that!!! My god. All I hear is Julian laughing and haveing fun.
