Dying Love

2

"Is this a joke?" Sanemi mustered out, as he looked at Giyuu. Sanemi knew it wasn't Giyuu doesn't joke around. "No." Giyuu said on the verge of tears. "Damn it Giyuu. What made you go to the doctor in the first place?" Sanemi said looking down. "I kept feeling a never ending pain in my chest." Giyuu said softly. "Why didn't you tell me?" Sanemi asked he sounded like he had lost everything, and that is because that is how he felt. "God fucking damnit! Really god!? Another good thing your taking from me!?" Sanemi thought to himself as he sobbed. He fell to his knees and started to cry, Giyuu got down with him and placed his hands on his shoulders. "I thought it was nothing, I thought it was just a random pain that would go away." Giyuu explained, he then looked down.

"Don't be mad at me. I'm sorry for not telling you. I just thought it was nothing." Giyuu said under his breath. "I'm not mad at you Giyuu, This isn't your fault. So please don't say that. And please don't force yourself to touch me, or talk to me." Sanemi said through his tears. "I want to though. I have always wanted to touch you." Giyuu said, that caught Sanemi's attention and he looked up at Giyuu. Sanemi could tell Giyuu was serious, he pulled Giyuu closer and leaned his head into Giyuu chest. "I don't want to die. I'm not ready to die Sanemi." Giyuu said finally breaking into a violent sob. They both kept sobbing on the floor until they had no more tears to cry.

They were still on the floor, Sanemi was leaning against the wall holding Giyuu who laid between his legs, his head on Sanemi's chest. He felt at ease hearing Sanemi's heart beat. "I have to go back tomorrow." Giyuu said. Sanemi stayed silent letting Giyuu talk. "I'm supposed to go over my options." Giyuu explained. Sanemi tightened his grip. "I'm going with you." Sanemi said with a determined voice. "No, it is okay, you don't have to." Giyuu said, he really didn't want Sanemi to hear what would happen to him. "I'm going with you end of story, you have me, I'm not letting you go through this by yourself." Sanemi said holding Giyuu even closer and tighter. "Alright then, you can come." Giyuu said quietly.

They ended up migrating to the couch. They fell asleep wrapped up in a blanket, they were tired, they had spent hours crying with each other. The next day Sanemi woke up pretty early the sun barely rising, he sighed and got up carefully out of Giyuu's arms he didn't want to wake him. He went to find the paper to see if that was just a nightmare, but laying next to Giyuu already and touching him proved that but he needed to see it again. He picked up the paper off the floor and read it. "Name: Tomioka Giyuu. Age: 21. Sex: Male. Diagnoses: Stage 1 lung cancer." Reading it again was worse. Sanemi ignored the thought to cry and went to the kitchen and started to make food for Giyuu, it was all he wanted to do, he wanted Giyuu to be comfortable, once done he grabbed his keys and went down the hall to Giyuu's apartment, it was plain and simple. Different from Sanemi's but this is how Giyuu liked it.

He went into Giyuu's bedroom, he usually doesn't come to Giyuu's place for anything, but has a key in case. He went to find some of Giyuu's clothes and put them in a bag, before leaving the room something in the corner of his eye caught his attention. He walked to Giyuu's nightstand and looked at the picture on Giyuu's nightstand. "So that is where it went?" A picture from Sanemi when he finished his first year of college, it had gone missing but it didn't matter because he had more, but he always thought it was strange, he usually knew where all his stuff was but this was one of the things that he couldn't explain. Looking at the picture frame more he realized that there was something on it, the glass had a imprint of lips, like lip gloss, but it was half wiped off. "Does Giyuu imagine kissing me!?" Sanemi thought to himself dropping the bag of clothes on the floor and running out of Giyuu's apartment. He went back to his and walked in he looked at the couch and Giyuu was gone, he then looked at the kitchen hearing humming and a tapping sound. He quickly made his way to the kitchen and stood there, watching Giyuu eat food.

Giyuu had his hair up in a high messy bun and was wearing a baggy t-shirt and shorts. But Sanemi couldn't keep his eyes off Giyuu's lips. "What?" Giyuu asked his eyebrow raised with a fork in his mouth. "Why are you so red and out of breath? Giyuu asked.Heat rose to Sanemi's face when Giyuu pulled the fork out of his mouth but left it on the edge of his lips. Sanemi rushed forward and pushed the fork away from Giyuu's face and leaned forward he placed his lips on Giyuu's but Giyuu panicked. He started to pushed Sanemi away but Sanemi didn't stop. "S-Sanemi stop it!" Giyuu said with a red face. "Why?" Sanemi asked with a serious face looking at Giyuu. "I just ate, and I haven't brushed my teeth." Giyuu explained looking down. Sanemi groaned and rolled his eyes. "I don't care about that." Sanemi said before pulling Giyuu back in, Giyuu was taken back at first since he had never kissed Sanemi, but this was better than he could imagine. Sanemi moved his tongue along with Giyuu's almost in a dancing manner. After a minute of kissing they pulled away, Sanemi and Giyuu were breathing heavily and that is when Sanemi realized.

"Shit." Sanemi said standing up straight. "What?" Giyuu asked conceded why Sanemi was cussing. "I forgot your clothes." Sanemi explained groaning. "Why would I need my clothes?" Giyuu asked raising an eyebrow. "Because, your staying with me for a while." Sanemi said. "When did I agree to that?" Giyuu asked. "You didn't. But I want you to. I think it would be better if you did, so I could keep an eye on you." Sanemi said looking down, this was his way of asking Giyuu to stay over for a while, and Giyuu could see right through that. "Alright then I'll stay here with you." Giyuu said inching closer to Sanemi's lips. Sanemi didn't notice until Giyuu's lips were on Sanemi's. Giyuu had taken control and started to kiss Sanemi, and Sanemi loved it, he kissed back and melted under Giyuu's touch. It was something he longed for, and now he had it.

End of Part 2 of Dying Love.