Rae's pov:
I felt my heart stop for the second time that day. My eyes were bulging out of my head.
What just happen?
I could feel my face heat up as I began to panic! internally. It was then that I saw Ryan begin to chuckle sheepishly.
That cute little moment began to fade to awkwardness, and it was happening fast.
"U-uh, thanks." I choked out, a wave of embarrassment clouded my face. Ryan looked at me odd (pretty. odd.) and gave me an uneasy smile.
We stood in silence, the awkwardness surrounded us, but then I broke the silence with a question I probably shouldn't have asked. "so why uh why did you.. You know.. I mean it wasn't bad.. I liked it.. I mean um"
I hate myself why am I like this
I'm such an idiot
Ryan chuckled at my complete fail of asking a simple question but he replied "just something I thought about" and with a wink and a cheeky grin he added "smooth aye?"
Ross I swear
I chuckled and smirked back
I turned my back to him and folded my arms together
I rolled my eyes
"Soooo smooth" I jokingly scoffed
"Awww is somebody mad now." He said as he grabbed my arm and spun me around. He leaned into my ear and whispered
"Can't handle me can you?"
NOPE FUUUUCK THAT NOT TODAY PRETTY BOY
"Uh.. uh.." I tried to speak but he put his finger to my lips
"Shh shh its okay you can just admit that you caaaaant." He teased
I stood up straight
"Ye.. yes I can!"
Why am I stuttering
"Sure whatever you saaaay looser"
And that was all I needed to hear
I tackle him on the ground and pinned him
"Who's the loser now?" I smirked
He seemed pretty taken back at what I did, honestly so was I
I leaned down and pecked his lips again, unsure if I should.
But he reached around the back of my neck to pull me closer like he wanted it
And then I had a great idea
I slid off of him and whispered to him
"I win" with a smirk and began to walk away
I heard him shuffle to his feet and I giggled hearing his eager steps get closer. I spun around and he was about to speak.
I put my finger to his lips
"Shh shhh it's okay just admit that I win and you can't resist me"
He looked down at me
"Okay"
What?"
"I said okay"
And he pulled me in close
Our Lips were almost touching and he whispered
"I can't resist you."
he leaned closer and kissed me
Wrapping his arms around my waist and mine around his neck.
He pulled back and said again pinching my cheek softly
"I just can't"
END OF CHP. 6:
A/n:
I'm baaaack!! Tell me how this is. I also updated my other story as well :) enjoy
- hannah xoxo
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Behind the sea (Ryan Ross/ Panic! At the Disco)
RomanceRae, a lost, 18 year old girl who went from having everything to nothing in one instant. Because of the calamity of her mother's death at age 9, Rae's father became an extreme, out-of-control alcoholic. That was when nightmares and abuse began to t...
