💔What I have been through💔

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by KittyQueen565656

by KittyQueen565656

These are some things that I have been through.

1)My real/biological dad didn't want me as his daughter when I found out that I was going to be a girl. And get wanted a son not a daughter even though he already had a son which is my older brother Blaze.

2)I have had my heart broken 4 times.

3)I have been abused both physical and mental/emotional.

4)I don't like going to public school that much anymore because whenever I tried to go to public school I always get bullied. So that's why I'm doing homeschool.

5)I have lost a family member that I was really close to and got to see pretty much every single day which caused me to get really depressed. That's was almost 5 years ago.

6)Two years later on I lost another family member and that caused my depression to get worse.

7)I have both anger depression and suicidal depression.

8)my first relationship didn't even last a whole day because my ex wanted to date me and also date another girl at the same time and wasn't okay with it. And plus at the time I didn't even know what poly or polyamorous is.

9)my second relationship only lasted 3 months because my ex abused me physical and cheated on me so I broke up with him. And then not too long after that we got back together and then 3 months later on he broke up with me for no reason. He tried to say that I broke up with him for 'no reason' when I did actually have a reason to break up with him unlike when he broke up with me he didn't have any reason why he broke up with me.

10) my third relationship I don't really like to talk about because of what happened but a few of my friends know about it and that's it.

11)my fourth relationship only lasted a little bit over 7 months. My ex broke up with me because he kept trying to get me to change how I act and I didn't do it do he broke up with me. And plus he cheated on me.

12)I sometimes feel really insecure about myself because of how some of my family members treat me. They always tell me something that I need to change about myself which makes me feel really insecure about myself and want to kill myself.

13)I haven't came out to my family. When I figured out that I'm bisexual,pansexual and polyamorous knew I already knew that none of my family members would support me so that's why I haven't came out to them about it. Only my friends know about it and that's it. And they support me.

14)I sometimes think/feel that I'm a mistake or a failure or a attention seeker or a burden or a stupid hothead. I'm sometimes think/feel like a I'm unwanted,unloved and useless.

15)I haven't seen my older brother Blaze since I was 4 years old so I don't really remember him that much.

16)when I was 4 or 5 that's when my mom met my step dad. My step dad hates me.

17) I always get yelled at and abused by my mom and my step dad. I try to hide the bruises because of that.

18)my real/biological date thinks that I'm a mistake.

19)I sometimes get hate on for being a tcest shipper either on here or on Likee but I don't care about it.

20)I am a very picky eater and don't like to try new foods that I haven't tried before and my family members sometimes get mad at me about it and get mad at me about how skinny I am and say that I new to gain weight but that's not that easy for me to do every since I was born I have been having problems with gaining weight but apparently some of my family members don't understand that.

21)I wasn't supposed to be born on November 18th I was actually supposed to be born on December 20th but I was born a month and 3 days earlier than I was suppose to be born.

22)I wasn't supposed to be a Scorpio I was actually supposed to be a Capricorn.