Ig I've been clean for a slight
While but I feel ashamed
Tbh I feel like he'd
be mad at me for this I can't help it though. Its sorta just been my coping mechanism
I'm just slightly scared he might think I'm disgusting for this /: overall I'm sure he hates me
Or that he might think I'm mentally ill or just weird /: which I'm not sure if I'm fine myself tho . yes the scars are healed. This issue mainly started with me carving Dave onto my leg to express love for him but Yk. I've been trying to stop for xunemine (I don't think he cares but he might think I'm cringe)
Also I kinda feel like xunez might dislike me be overweight so I'm tryna control my eating habits.
YOU ARE READING
my xunemine related diary! (no I'm not obsessed I swear on my dead dog)
ParanormalXunemine please get out if you see this, (I don't want you seeing this it might concern you)
