It was our normal day together.. I was sitting down on his couch next to him while he was laying down... We were talking like we usually do.. A little touch here, and a little touch there..he was complaining about his knee, and I was reminding him about how stubborn he is for not taking my advice to ice his knee.. I don't know when it happen, but all of a sudden we were hugging.
He said, "Babe, your heart is beating fast. Am I doing that to you?"
At first I was a little taking back. I was shock at how I become so comfortable with him that I didn't even realized that my heart was beating fast. Usually, that information was clear as day to me. I took a deep breath and tried to listen to my own heart beat. Indeed, it was beating fast. I paused for a while, thinking about how I should respond to his question.
I replied cooly, "Yeah, I guess you do that to me."
He smiled and we went back to watching TV and talking about nothing and everything.
From time to time, we would playfully argue about the best treatments in order for his knee to recover. Of course, being his stubborn self, I feel overwhelm trying to get him to see my points..
After a while longer, we ended up both on the couch laying next to each other. I had my head on his chest and he had his arm around me. We kiss, that wonderful kiss that some how I love and can never get tired of; little kisses making me feel like I'm on top of the world. We both were quiet and as we were chest to chest, I heard his heart beat. His heart was beating as fast as mine. For a minute, it felt like his heart was trying to match mine. It eventually did. Then, it became a battle, like my heart and his were beating heart trying desperately to jump out of our chest just to be closer to each other.
I wished I can lied and say that I'm making it up or try to pretend like I know the future, but I can't. But I do know thatat that moment, I knew what I felt was real. How I felt about him was beyond the attraction we had for each other. I was mesmerized and happy about him being in my life. I felt at peace just being near him. He knew just what to say, and he always surprise me with his answer.
I always expect him to say or do certain things, but most of the time, he would surprise me with something else.
I don't know where this is going or how it will turn out, but Ido know I want him with me every step of the way....
He makes me feel safe and secure. He makes me look at life differently. He side step me so I cannot take little things for granted. He makes me appreciate people more.
He don't know the power he has over me yet, and vice versus. But its there and I want it forever....
I then told him," Babe your heart is beating fast too!"
Note:On the side is "Right Here" by Justin Bieber and Drake...
I love this song. It reminds me of a conversation that I had with my bf..;_)..enjoy!
~Love Bella~
