JANUARY 30, 2015
I was beyond shock when I heard what you say.
The last words that changed everything
After years, months, and days of us being us
you go out and entertain someone else
and choose her
over me
you broke everything we work for
the day before you made it seem like forever was going to last
I don't want any part of your life
and I don't want you in mine
I don't hate you
I just don't want to see your face again
I don't want you to stay the Heck away from me ..
i will never contact you so do not contact me
i don't want you to talk about me nor mention my name
My body became numb from everything, and for the first time I let everything go
I was forced to move on without a second glance not and explanation
I didn't cry nor beg nor call back
I let you go just like you asked, and u just stop feeling anything
From that point on, I blocked my emotions and threw away the key for the sake of my health and shattered heart