Black Book

           This is the 1st part of the story of volume 1. It’s about a girl don’t know much about her past her parents have already passed away but she doesn’t want to talk about it. Accidentally she found something that interests her and falling in-love to what she found.

                            November 22, 2009

               The day I went to hell and without knowing what happened I seem to be on Earth lying on the ground. I don’t have any idea what happened to me 3 years ago. It’s maybe stupid for me to think but my soul might be left on hell while my body went on Earth. The craziest idea I might have formed is that I feel like a new soul forming inside of me something enormous and evil maybe more like a demon I don’t know since I never saw my soul true identity all I can say is what I feel about my soul. I’m like a container or something like a womb of a mother waiting for her child to be born. I bought a book related to demons and read something interesting. The language in the book isn’t familiar to me it’s like a Latin I guess well it’s a ritual, a ritual for summoning your own monster, the monster given to you by your ancestor, you inherited it, your monster choose you or you absorb it when you went somewhere and going directly to Earth. Somehow I feel like one of these things might happen to me. I went a grassland place where no one can see me do my ritual. I prepared everything for my ritual cause it says in the book I must lit a candle and chant the ritual summoning or something like that. But it’s so cold in this grassland

                        November 23, 2009 (12:00 am)

                        12 o’clock in the midnight.

I lit the candle and chant “mans monster kas krita uz zemes un vēlas atgriezties atkal to iznīcināt, kurš grib jūs iznīcināt. (my monster who fell on the ground and wanting to come back again to destroy the one who wants to destroy you. )” Thunder sounded angry whle the wind start to cry and the lightning looks like it want to hit me but it doesn’t stop me to continue my ritual “nākt pie manis un izmantot savu ķermeni kā portāls jums aiziet vēlreiz, bet šoreiz kalpot man nav atriebties ar obligācijām, kas dzīvo mūsu organismā nonāk pie manis un. (come to me and use my body as a portal for you to leave again but this time to serve me not to take revenge with a bond which live in our body come to me and)” the last words was “in pace requiescat. (Rest in peace.)” Lightning strike the ground and I saw a shadow after the lightning. At first I was scared but as I look into his eyes, covers by the fire around his face, I felt calmness with no explanation why. And I felt like the reason I went back to Earth is to be with forever but I’m not sure of this feelings of mine. Somehow I feel warmth when my monster was summoned. My monster asks but I can’t understand it clearly. The way he speak it’s like his angry and sad at the same time. I replied while looking away because I don’t want him to see my useless body “I.…I d…..I don’t know what you are talking about?” I was afraid to the fact that I was ashamed not only because of my body but also I summoned him without his permission. I guess it’s okay because he is after all living inside of my body maybe this is also the reason why I’m being hated by everyone.

               He got my attention by speaking but this time I understand it clearly “Why did you summoned the lord of demon king of all king the true ruler of hell, killer and master of all evil?” I was shocked that my monster is really strong but I replied to his answer “I summoned you for you will be my slave due to you using my body as a container” then he laugh and said “I like the way you talk but why would I be your slave you’re nothing more than a container. Don’t you get it your nothing without me because I’m your soul stupid” he continues to laugh. I smirk at him luckily I got a knife in my bag. In my mind I was thinking on attacking him but I know that I would be easily be caught by him. And a crazy idea pops in my mind. I hurt myself using the knife and thinking” if he is using my body then he will be affected if I try to hurt myself” after that my plan worked he got hurt as well. I want to kill him because I know he will be a big threat to the world. I tried to kill myself but my monster protected me in some sort of spell like I’m important to him, I guess because I’m his container after all if I die he also die, so I tried to kill myself but no matter how hard I try I can’t die. I’ll going to try another plan tomorrow.