Love hurts - Drarry

9. love hurt

"I saw him for the first time a year ago.
I was sucking at school, partially because i was figuring out my sexuality, but father couldn't know that. For him, i just had to be straight.
Even if i was not.
Usually i would study all the potions before hand, so I would know what to do in class.
But father noticed me flunking. Distracted.
So he got me a tutor.
His name was Atlas Volkov.
He was older to me, but he looked younger.
He felt... Different.
You know how i was Potter, I was the same with him, if not worse.
But he never lost it with me.
I would throw tantrums and cusses at him. Hell i even degraded him , but he didn't budge.
He always looked at me with stars in his eyes and a shy smile on his face.

One day, my father invited a few guests, so i had to move to my bedroom to avoid the voices and music.

We were sitting on my bed when I was sulking because I'd done atleast 30 questions wrong on the last test.

He'd come so close to me and kissed me.

It was my first time kissing a boy, and it felt different. Good different.

Things had moved pretty quickly between us after that.

We would make out and take things to the next base every time a little bit.

We'd spent almost 2 and a half months doing oral sex but never had actual sex.

It was the day of my first full course test, and if I'd got bad results, my father was to hit me.
He'd said so, and i was scared, because I knew he wouldn't hit me, he'd crucido me.
But after 3 hours of work, i got a perfect score.
My father didn't show much emotion but i was happy.
That was the day I'd realised once again how much I loved potions.

The second i went into my room, he'd tackeled me, as we fell on the bed, he was hugging me and kissing my face, saying he was so proud of me.

I wanted to cry at that moment.
No one ever said they were proud of me.
He did .

And my emotions got the best of me.

So i started kissing him, things escalated and i fucked him.

I'd started to believe i was bisexual maybe even after that.
After a while I actually thought that he loved me. That maybe he'd run away with me.
But a week after that, after we made love, i thought he left and i was walking toward the front door, wanting fresh air, when I bumped into a man.

I asked him who he was and who he came here for.

He told me his name was Christian and that he was here for Atlas.
I didn't know he was still home, i then reconed he was with father. So i invited him in.

While walking in, I asked how he knew Atlas, he said he met him in Hogwarts, they both were best friends, they dated in 5th year and now... They were happily married.

My footsteps had stopped as I looked at Christian with biwildered eyes.
I didn't believe him.
I couldn't .
I didn't want to.
That was when Atlas came out of my father's office alone.
He'd stopped dead on his tracks when he saw us.
Not us, him. When he saw him.

" What are you doing here?" He asked Christian who smiled sweetly, as he walked over to Atlas, took his face in his hands and kissed him in front of me.
My heart had broken like anything.
I never knew a heart could break like this.
" You didn't think I'd forget our anniversary did you? I missed you, even Steve misses you, he said the sweetest thing before i came, he said he missed his daddy and that he'd kiss and hit you for leaving..."
I didn't hear the rest of his words.
I heard enough.
Atlas was married. He had a son. He was a fucking father. It was his anniversary.
He was a cheater. I was so fucking hurt, that i had started crying silently.
At that moment, i felt like I was going to die.