We got to my house and Pac walked me in.
Pac- she stole my daughter to provide her with this?.
Jadara - It was the best she could do
Pac- Mani-
Jadara - My name is Jadara.
Pac - Jadara, think about it real quick, this entire time, you been riding for a woman who has been nothing but selfish she takes you from us where we planned on giving you the best life, two parent households moneys not a worry, loving family and village around you, to come here and struggle all because she wanted a child and was jealous. Now you live here, struggling, barely go out because she's paranoid, dancing with the three blind mice n having house parties with joes apartment. How does that sound to you?
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Pac- oh come onnnnn laugh yk that last part was funny
I let out giggled before answering her question
Jadara- selfish
Pac- yep. Meanwhile that woman out there, the reason you are in this world, the woman who truly loves you the woman who has been looking for you since the day you been gone the woman who almost killed herself because she couldn't handle being without you if I didn't find her she wouldn't be here the woman who has remained completely selfless in all of this and has made it completely about you. That is the woman you treated like garbage all for a woman who really don't give a damn about you. You got arrested where's your precious momma now? But guess who's here.
Jadara- Dang...I guess I didn't look at it like that
Pac- Maybe you should.
I finished packing my clothes and about to head out.
Pac- as a matter of fact just leave it you don't need it. Anyways you wanna say bye to the roaches, you won't be seeing them again
I giggled. Pac along with me. I took one last look around the dump before walking out the dirty apartment to my new life.
I walked to the car with many questions and a broken heart. How could she just leave me? How could she be so selfish? Did she not love me at all?
As far as Tamar goes..... ion know that bitch. Glad she gives a fuck and all but she didn't raise Me. She don't know shit about me. Just cus she changed a few poopy diapers don't make her my mom
Woahhhh that didn't even sound right thinking it...wth is wrong with me?
Damn this van is niceeeee. Black leather seats, reclines all the way back, candies and delectable sweets damn they got money money.
The car start moving.I roll down the window taking in my last breath of the ATL air.
I feel Tamar burning a hole in my face I turn to look at her but she's no longer looking just staring at her phone. She honestly didn't look to good. She looked stressed. Baggy ,puffy eyes, her face, tear stained. Damn I fucked up. Well only one thing to do now get tf on this plane.
