His Secret

Deja vus & Beach dates

"Are you serious?", I ask Neymar. He can't be serious, no way. "Do you think I am joking?I saw how he made you laugh. You two literally left together at the beginning.", he says and doesn't look at me. "Do you think I would do something with a other man?", I ask him my voice filled with disbelief.

"No", he says shaking his head:"But since the Kylian thing I'm just, I don't know I'm insecure?I am scared to feel that way again and to lose you again". I take a brief look at him:"Ney don't say that okay?What happened back then was a huge misunderstanding and Kylian had nothing to do with it. I don't know what happened between you both but he and I were friends. And that is something you have to get used to because I also have some male friends".

"I know it is just that I know how they think okay?I know what goes through their head when they see you especially in your little bikini and it drives me crazy", he says and turns to me with a furious look on his face. "Lucas was being friendly. You didn't even notice how uncomfortable I felt with Sophia did you?", I ask him. I see how he draws his eyebrows in confusion. "Sophia?", he asks.

"Yes Sophia your Brazilian friend. She behaved like a total brat trying to I don't know make me jealous?", I say and look out the window. I hear his laugh and look at him weird."Sophia and I are just friends. Her personality is like that but there is nothing to worry about.Actually she was acting nice what do you mean?" , Ney says. Is he fucking serious?

"Are you serious?", I ask him raising my eyebrows. "Why wouldn't I?", he asks me confused. "She fucking tried to say that you and her are close in every situation and furthermore I heard what she told you at the end. She didn't even say goodbye to me that bitch", I mutter while crossing my arms. "Don't call her a bitch", Ney says and parks the car in front of the house.

"Oh is that so?", I ask him. I can't believe it. "She was just joking at the end", Ney says and steps out of the car and walks over to my side. "I think it is just that you men don't notice that", I say and hold on to him while he helps me out of the car. I want to get away from him but I can't.

"Just give her a chance", he says while walking us over to the door. I shake my head and look at the ground:"Perhaps because you gave her a chance?What happened between you both?", I ask him while I limp through the door. "How did you figure that out?", he asks closing the door. "Just tell me", I say while turning around and lean against a doorframe.

He looks at the wall for a moment before he scratches his neck:"You know we never really dated but we we slept with each other.", oh no really?I roll my eyes at him:"Yeah no kidding", do men really think we are that dumb? „I met her a long time ago I think 4 years when the guys  brought her with them. Than sometimes it did happen when we were drunk. Never something serious or so just, you know sex. But when I transferred to Psg and stayed a lot in Paris we stopped having contact. Then I met you and you know the rest. This is the first time we saw each other after a long time".

I take a look at his face fully convinced that there were no emotions involved from his side but she?I don't trust that girl". I nod slowly:"Okay", I say and look around. „Don't expect me to like her. And stop behaving like a dick towards Lucas", I say and limp to the living room. „Where are you going?", he asks me hurt written on his face. „I think I would rather sleep here. Especially because it is nearer to the kitchen so I can get some ice packs. You have to get up early tomorrow.", I say and sit down on the couch.

„Yeah no way", he says and shakes his head. He disappears and while doing so I take an ice pack from the freezer and put it on my foot. This really helps. I hear some shuffling and look up to see Neymar entering the room again packed with our blankets and pillows. „What are you doing?", I ask him confused. „You will never sleep here alone.", he says and puts the stuff down on the couch.