Kaliyah
"Remember kaari you stay with ms.Washington dont go with no strangers"i said zipping her jacket up
"Yes momma I remember no stranger danger"she said as i smiled
"Ok come on baby"i said grabbing my keys
We walked outside after i closed and locked my door i put kaari in her car seat before closing her door and getting in the car myself
I started the car up looking in the mirror as i i backed out of the driveway
10 minutes later
I knocked on the door as i heard a come in making me open the door and walk inside the house
I saw kaari friend standing there waiting on her kaari immediately ran to her to give a hug
"Hi miss.Johnson london been waiting right in front of the door for kaari"she smiled as i laughed
"Call me kaliyah and kaari couldn't wait herself "i said
"Is there anything i need to w about kaari before you leave"she asked
"Um she is allergic to anything with blueberries and she has a lip cough i been trying to get rid of the medicine in get backpack and just call me if you need anything but kaari is a good child she dont cause problems only when she mad which is rare"i said as she nodded
"Okay thank you kaliyah have nice day"she said
"You too kaari come give momma a hug"i slightly yelled
She came running as i held my arms out and she ran into them
"Dont cause no problems okay be good momma love you"i said kissing her cheek
"I wont and i love you too mommy"she said kissing my cheek too
"Okay bye bye london"i said as she waved
I walked out the house going back to my car before starting my journey back home
Im honestly not ready for this talk with ja i feel like imma cry but i dont care if he want to see kaari he gone have to feel all these emotions and im not playing at all
Im finna lay it all on the table
20 minutes later
I pulled back into my driveway getting out the car i walked up to my door unlocking it and walking in before locking it bck
It was now 2:00 he late already messing up how bout it i went up in my bedroom taking my hoodie off showcasing my black crop i had on along with my pink tights
Hearing the doorbell I instantly got nervous i got up walking downstairs as it was another knock I quickly made my way to the door opening it
There he was temetrius stood infront of me with a nervous smile
"Im sorry im late it was some bad traffic"he said
" np come on"i said moving aside to ket him in
Soon as he was fully inside i closed the door leading him into the front room
"I dont have all day kaari get back in a couple hours"i told him as he nodded
"Well i first wanna say how sorry i am i really am kaliyah i never knew my dumb decision would uurt you and me so much tbh u was scared like asf"he said as i scoffed
"Of what ja we both had money our own apartments and we nearly used to be with eachother everyday there is to be afraid of"i said as he shook his head
"No Kaliyah its not tht easy i was scared I wasn't going to be a good father tht i was gone let her down i wasn't ready fa that much pressure"he said
"You missed her words ja her first steps and words i have to be there when she gets so sad she wonders where he father at i have to lie you dont know what it feels like to have to lie to my fuckin baby ja it hurts for me to know ha father knows about her and chooses to be a fuckin asshole cause he scared of having the responsibility of a father"i said
"Ik kaliyah ik i cant say im sorry over and over again but i can show you just let me see her you dont have to tell her she mine just let me build a bond with her i wanna be in her life kaliyah plz ill do anything"he begged
"I dont want kaari to get hurt by you leaving her life cause you feel like you cant handle it again"i said as he sighed
"I wont i promise just let me try"he said as i modded
"Okay ja okay the daycare is closed monday i need someone to watch her while i drop off a couple packages you can have the whole day i'll come get her at night like 8:00 she allergic to blueberries and anything tht contains it she has medicine for a cough she has and thanks to you and yo strong ass genes she got yo bad ass anger but she to young to take pills so when she do get mad i use breathing techniques to calm her down but she rarely get mad"i said as he nodded
"Bet thank you fr liyah"he said standing up as i nodded
"Yw and ja plz dont hurt my baby"i said
"I wont i promise and jaren and dtap em told me they would kill me im to young"he said as I chuckled
After our byes he left
That did go so bad i have a photoshoot tm😝😝😝😝
