Temetrius
The day with kaari was filled with laughs and smiles i loved her already she acts just like me and liyah right she do got my anger when the ice cream lady got her ice cream wrong she literally started yelling at her
But i made her stop cause no matter who it is you must have respect for adults.Anyway we was now out to eat we had the whole restaurant like i said before i dont want her in no blogs
"Ja can i ask something"Kaari said as i helped her cut her burger
"Yeah li bit wassup"i said
"Do you have a daddy"she asked making my heart immediately break at her tone of her voice
"Yeah kaari why you ask tht"i said as she looked down
"Cause i dont have one mommy said he would come one day but i dont think its gonna happen"she said with her lip quivering
Dont cry
Dont cry
"Everyone at my school has a daddy and i dont is it because im ugly ir im not good enough for my daddy to love me"she said dripping tears
"Hey hey cmere"i said holding my arms out she immediately fell into my arms hugging me
"Your daddy love you kaari i promise you one day he will come and you not ugly you the most beautiful baby girl i saw in my life you understand dont ever call yourself ugly"i said as she nodded but continued to hug me
Thinking it was time to i asked the waiter for some to go boxes and the check
Once i did everything i got up with kaari still in my arms and walked outside unlocking my car i laid kaari in the back putting the to go boxes in the front
I can't believe i did tht to kaari think she ugly and i dont love her its nobody fault but mine and i admit to my mistake.a mistake i will never make again in my life
At kaliyah house
I blowed my horn for liyah could open the door for me while i got kaari out the back and food and backpack
Hearing the door openi saw kaliyah standing there wit a small smile on her face
"She fell asleep at the restaurant"i said as she nodded
I walked i as she closed the door behind me
"You can put her in bed the second door on the right upstairs"she said as i nodded
I walked to her bedroom it looked very fit fa kaari she had a twin size bed
I put her in before putting the cover over her
"Imma see ya li bit"i said smiling before i walked back out
I have to talk to liayh bout what kaari told me td
"We'll be at yo game Wednesday"she slightly smile
We getting somewhere
"Do kaari ask about me alot"i asked as she frowned
"Sometimes why"she said
"Td she asked me did i have a dad i said yeah why she ask she said that she didn't have one and that he would come back one and she started asking me why everyone at her school has a dad and not her she started crying asking herself was she ugly or was she not good enough to be someone daughter"i said with a guilty look on my face
"Oh my"liyah said as i shook my head
"I can't believe i caused tht much to my own seed im sorry kaliyah ik i been saying tht forever but i dont know what else to say theres nun else to say"i said with my head in my hands
"Ja you dont have to say sorry to me kaari is your daughter not me so youll have to prove tht to her im still not telling her you her dad yet father's day is next month yall should have a close bond by then we can tell her she take it how she want"liyah said as i nodded
"When the next time i can take her out"i asked
"Her school is having a fathers and daughter dance Saturday she say she dont wanna go cause yk but i convinced her too i was gone have jaren or dtap go but you can take her surprise her when she think that night finna be bad"she said
"Okay thats the move thank you kaliyah fr"i said as she smiled
"For kaari righ"she said
"For kaari"i said smiling
